Lukes Eltern sind verzweifelt. Zwar akzeptierten sie es, das ihr Sohn schwul war und für sein Alter auch immer ziemlich reif, doch als seine Schule bei ihnen anrief und ihnen mitteilte, das Luke an der Schule als Schlampe betitelt wird, waren sie entsetzt. Vor allem weil der Direktor meinte, das Luke diesen Titel genießen würde. Sie versuchten einiges um Luke zur Vernunft zu bringen, doch nichts half. Der letzte Ausweg, den sie wussten, war eine Therapie. Und nur wenn Mr. Irwin Bescheid gab, das Luke Fortschritte macht, würde er nicht von der Schule fliegen. Doch womit niemand rechnete, war das Luke die Therapiestunden nutzen würde, um seinen Therapeuten zu verführen... --------- "Ich weiß, das ich gut bin. Ich könnte es dir auch beweisen. Ich könnte mich dir genau hier voll und ganz hingeben. Du müsstest nur mitmachen" grinste er sein Gegenüber an und dieser musste sich beherrschen nicht aufzustöhnen. "Luke, hör auf, genau deshalb bist du hier" versuchte er es erneut, doch der jüngere dachte nicht einmal daran aufzuhören. "Ich weiß, aber denkst du nicht du solltest ausprobieren zu was ich fähig bin? Ich meine natürlich nur, damit du mir dann besser helfen kannst" lächelte er unschuldig und Ashton schluckte. 'Bleib professionell Ash' redete er sich selbst ein und atmete tief durch. "Nein Luke. Ich werde dir zwar helfen, ja, aber nicht so. Wir machen das auf meine Weise" sagte er ernst und sah seinem Patienten durchdringend in die blauen Augen. Ein niedliches und unschuldiges Lächeln erschien auf den Lippen des angesprochenen und er leckte sich provozierend über die Lippen während er antwortete "Was auch immer du willst, Ash".

5 Seconds of Summer are a few shows away from the end of the Where We Are tour back in 2014. Next, they're going to be selling out concerts, playing in stadiums, and living their dreams even more than they are currently. But just because things are wonderful on the outside, doesn't mean things are scratch-free under the surface. Luke is battling a war against himself, though he would never admit to it. He thinks he's completely fine; he's not doing anything out of the ordinary. He's just improving himself. Cutting out junk food and adding in some exercise isn't harmful. But obsessing over weight, restricting food intake, being afraid to eat? That's a different story... But Luke is handling it. Luke is in control. At least, that what he thinks. Ashton sees Luke's behavior otherwise. or the one where Luke is struggling with an eating disorder, but doesn't believe he has a problem. Lashton // Luke centric

I never thought an anxiety attack could be the best thing to happen to me. Rankings: #1 AshtonIrwin #2 Ashton #1 5SOS #1 5secondsofsummer #2 CalumHood #2 LukeHemmings #3 MichaelClifford #1 medicine

"You have a problem with falling, don't you?" "You have no idea." Cover by LilacLucas

Four boys meet on Tumblr and have daily conversations. Mentions of- Self harm, insomnia, cussing and maybe some more stuff note: i wrote this when i was 12 so this sucks im just warning you

Ashton is okay right now. He's always like this after a bad bout. He starts off saying that the world is his oyster and he loves everyone, but when the energy and fresh success fades, so does he. Luke knows. He knows about all of Ashton's problems. He knows about the time Ashton was bullied nearly to the brink, the family deaths and friend losses, and the ups and downs, the latter of which seem to be more common lately. It's been so easy lately for Ashton to slip after a joke gone wrong, or a jab on Twitter. Ashton always says he's sorry, repeating it again and again if only to convince himself. Luke knows he's sorry, knows that he can't help it. And he'll sit by the bathtub for hours, holding Ashton, to make sure that he knows someone loves him. None of the other boys know. Ashton couldn't bring himself to tell them and face their disapproving stares too, and he wouldn't let Luke tell them, so he's stuck in this half state of secrecy and confession to Luke. Ashton hasn't gone too far yet, not far enough that Luke can't patch him up with gauze, antibiotics, and a long hug. But someday, someday, Luke knows Ashton won't be able to take it anymore, and Ashton will die. And Luke will be all alone.

She thought the world was against her and being loved just wasn't for her, until she met four boys determined to change that. (the writing in this is certainly not my best, just a heads up) warning: this book deals with triggering topics such as eating disorders, self-harm, and suicide. [highest ranking ~ #1 fanfiction] 2015 by mrcalibu. All rights reserved (I do not own 5 Seconds of Summer, Hi Or Hey Records, Arzaylea, Bryana Holly, or any real-life characters that may be involved in the story. I only own my own characters, such as Daisy. Every character and their actions in this book is strictly fictional.)

"a pack of pencil sharpeners?" "yes, im an artist." "im not going to let you buy these." "why not blondie?" "because youre too beautiful."

Everything's happy in the 5SOS house right? Wrong. The problem is Luke. Since year nine, Luke had been self harming, and struggling with anorexia and bulimia. One night, he has a freak out, and the other 5SOS boys find out. Michael's heart rips into pieces when he finds out, seeing that this is the boy he's in love with. Michael admits to being gay to all of the boys, and so does Luke. With everything going good, Luke does a twitcam to tell all of the fans about his problems, and after that twitcam Luke finds out he has a twin sister! They get together, she meets him and all of the boys, but maybe another relationship will spark.

WAS ORIGINALLY TITLED OBSESSIVE "Every time you scream out, every time you struggle to cope with the pain, every time you submit to me, I fall deeper and deeper in love with you." - in which a man addicted to harming others and a young girl addicted to harming herself take part in a tragically unhealthy relationship. Warning: Agegap, abuse, selfharm, sexual content, murder, and daddy kink