"When I tell you that he hates me, you'll probably assume it's because he's a jerk...but you'd be wrong. He's not a jerk. I am." --- Several years ago tragedy struck Emma's home, leaving her broken... like a cup with cracks spiraling and slithering around the edges. Slowly, bitterness crept in like tar, hardening between each fracture to resemble a deceitful wholeness. She became a monster, and targeted her venom on the sweetest person she could find: Trinity Nixon. Too bad the boy Emma longed for was Trinity's brother. Now, as Emma fights to win the heart of the boy who despises her, she's forced to hide her demons. She paints her fragile cup in pinks, yellows, and oranges - all the colors of the sun. She paints on a smile, and an unusual sense of humor, so that the world will view her as bright and cheerful, when in reality she's breaking. But she's completely unprepared for the acidic truth that melts away the tar, demolishing her shell, and awakening the Emma White buried deep inside. --- Book 1 in The Dismantled Pride series *Story was previously titled "Faking It"

[DISCONTINUED] all we do is think about the feelings that we hide. all we do is sit in silence. © -rosepetal 🐍 jughead jones x fem!oc 💜 riverdale s1-2 started: 23/02/2017 discontinued: 2020 cover by @brielarson

(Book 3 of the Procrastinators Series, set in September 2014 -but can be read independently from the series-) "Relationships end. Relationships end in three ways: you split up, one of you dies, or you get married. There's a two out of three chance that it won't end well. It's not exactly encouraging." - Jamie Gail hates relationships in real life. Relationships in literature and film, that she can deal with, but risking such a real life rejection? No, that's not on her agenda. So when Jamie moves back to London to partake in the audition process to become Elphaba in the theatre production of Wicked thanks to the prompts of Jamie's childhood friend Carrie Fletcher, why is it that Jamie tries to attempt real life shipping to get her new flatmate together with the girl he's been pining over for a year? Not to mention that the girl he's forbidden to love is already in a relationship of her own, or that this flatmate practically hates Jamie. Breaking up other relationships and putting them back together in a different alignment with new people isn't meant to be done, but that doesn't mean it's impossible. And besides, who likes seeing people unhappy? (NB: I do not own any songs, quotes, shops, fandoms, brands or any of the YouTubers' rights mentioned in my story) ALL RIGHTS OTHERWISE RESERVED, Copyright © EmmaChameleon (loosely inspired by Chameleon Circuit's 'Kiss the Girl') Contains swearing, illness, some dark thoughts, and talk of depression.

This is a different POV book for my stories in the Proctastinators series (currently featuring POVs from Dan, Chris, and Lucy). Currently not open for requests. Updates are not in chronological order or ordered by book. Contains swearing, some dark thoughts, and talk of depression. I don't own any brands or YouTubers' rights mentioned in these. ALL RIGHTS OTHERWISE RESERVED, Copyright © EmmaChameleon

(Book 2 of the Procrastinators Series, set in January 2014) It's New Year's Eve, 2013, and Mia Roberts has returned to London to celebrate New Year's with her fellow British YouTubers at their annual New Year's party. This party, informally known as the highlight of many a YouTuber's calendar, offers up many faces that Mia has only seen in videos before, and is something she can only fangirl through at the side of her three month long boyfriend Dan Howell and their friends. She has never felt more at home amongst them all, and yet is more homesick than she's ever experienced before. Unfortunately, Mia soon finds that life as a British YouTube heart-throb's girlfriend is far from easy and hardly resemblant of the flawless romances she's read so much about. Jealous friends from the past, bloodthirsty fangirls, and even the couple themselves are all nemeses for the ship. How can their long-distance relationship last with so many plotting rivals are in the area, leaving Mia's trust torn because of it? (NB: I do not own any songs, quotes, shops, fandoms, brands or any of the YouTubers' rights mentioned in my story) ALL RIGHTS OTHERWISE RESERVED, Copyright © EmmaChameleon Fluffy fic. Contains swearing, some dark thoughts, and talk of depression. Previously called 'Procrastinators Reunite:The Return to London'