Her hands were always in her sleeves. Until he tried to hold them.

There is alot of triggering scenes in this story, if you are not into that please do not read the book and give it hate. This was inspired by the song 'Baby Don't Cut' by BMike

Poetry I started years ago and have started adding to again cause why not. Life is a bitch, eat a banana and move on yadada. So this is about abuse, self harm, depression and mental illness. I've had a bit happen to me but hey not everything is that bad, but sometimes scars just dont heal, ya know? So I'm just gonna be writing and posting when something comes to mind and edit my older stuff. Read at your own risk of being triggered?

Selfharm quotes.

"How are you?" "I'm living, quietly bleeding."

This is what happens when a family doesn't accept their child.

su·i·cide; ˈso͞oiˌsīd/ [noun] 1. the action of killing oneself intentionally. 2. intentionally kill oneself. a story of a senior high school student faking her own death to reach out to other students. © 2014 by pariahs. All Rights Reserved cover by: -polaroids- Other # 23 / Teen Fiction # 107

This is not a ‘boy saves the girl’ type of story. This is anything but that. No boy can save a girl like Ana Shaw. She is saveless. Ana Shaw has had a rough three years. After a traumatic experience when she was fifteen, she has been in and out of mental hospitals in hopes of trying to make her whole again. Now, after multiple suicide attempts and then a full year of recovery, Ana finds herself back in a patient facility, surrounded by other mentally unstable people. But really, what's wrong with wanting to die? After everything that she's been through, it's totally understandable that she wants to end her life. However, everybody around her is determined to keep her alive no matter what she wants. Will they succeed or will Ana slip through their fingers once and for all? With the help of a few people at the mental rehabilitation center that she is staying in, Ana fights to find reasons to live before it's too late.

This is a story of a girl I once knew. **This is a fictional story that I made up however the meaning is real** This story is completed