Hinata has been dealing with an illness all alone since the fall tournament. Keeping it to himself has been hard. The constant nosebleeds and bruises, the lack of color in his skin and hair. Its all catching up to him, afraid to loose something he loves and cherishes, volleyball. So he doesn't tell a soul. Not his sister, not even his team. The only other person who knows is the one who diagnosed him and his mother who has ruined his life in more ways then one.

[Haikyuu AU] Hinata gets an illness that slowly causes his athleticism to wither away and he has to learn to try to physically and emotionally deal with it. Please note: This is a fanfiction. None of the characters in this story belong to me. They belong to Haruichi Furudate, the creator of the Haikyuu!! manga. Please support the original source material. Edit 1: THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ALMOST 5K READS! I REALLY APPRECIATE THE SUPPORT FOR THIS STORY. Y'ALL ARE AMAZING! 😭💖 Edit 2: Wow this blew up more than I was expecting. Thank you so much for your continued support! 💞 Edit 3: It's now years later and we are at 88k reads. Thank you so much for your support for this story - it means a lot to me and I'm glad it could touch so many people! <3

For reasons unknown why, Kageyama was ignoring Hinata. As this continues, Hinata's misery grew.

≪ ANGST ≫ ≪ TRIGGER WARNING ≫ Hinata Shōyo has always been a happy person. So why did his smile turn into a frown? Why did his bright eyes grow dim? Why did he seem to grow more tired? Why did he stop playing? "Why?" That was the only question going through Kageyama's head as he read the note over and over again, tears spilling from his eyes. He never showed any emotion but anger, so everyone was surprised. At least they should've been. But who could be surprised when they were busy with their own sorrows regarding Hinata.

What if Hinata, had depression.. (Disclaimer!: suicidal thoughts, trigger warnings) (I do not own haikyuu!!)

Hinata has a illness that he is hiding from the team, one day they find out. read the story to find out more.

"Hinata, are you limping?" Kageyama yelled from across the gym. Everyone paused in their tracks, surprised by the sudden outburst. Hinata fell over as he was in midair in the middle of practicing one of their quicks. "W-what?" Hinata exclaimed, surprised that Kageyama actually noticed. It wasn't really like him to care anyway. Kageyama walked towards him with a unidentifiable expression. To Hinata, Kageyama was the most scary when he wasn't expressing his usual anger. "Stand up." The taller boy demanded. ☆☆☆ There's something wrong with Hinata's leg, and that's quite the problem when all he cares about is volleyball. To an athlete, your body is all you've got; and Hinata has tried for way too long to reach the point he is to just give up. But that proves to be a problem when it hurts the point he can barely walk, and Nationals are right around the corner. The team is faced with hard choices and for Kageyama; even harder ones. Realizing that he may lose Hinata only triggered his realization on how he felt for middle blocker. But it's hard to worry about his loved ones when lately the setter has been having problems of his own. --- SEQUEL IS OUT: PARALYZED CHECK IT OUT ON MY PROFILE Highest Ranking: #1 in Kagehina Taken place after Haikyuu season 3. DISCLAIMER: I do not own any of these characters except my 3 original characters; all characters belong to Haikyuu!! Everyone's a bit OOC in this fic oops Started: Feb 17, 2017 Finished: Sep 22, 2018

Hinata is severely injured during a match, causing him to fall into a coma. With mixed probabilities playing into his unsure recovery, how will Kageyama react to the possibility of losing his best friend? All characters from Haikyuu!! are not mine. The others not mentioned in the manga and corresponding anime are of my own invention. #282 in Haikyuu!! on Wattpad #72 in hurt #1 in Kageyama Story is rated mature for minor language, mentions of suicide, and possibly triggering topics such as panic attacks, trauma, and depression. Cover art is not mine. Started: January 7, 2018 Completed: February 11, 2021