/u·for·rik/ an extreme, unrealistic feeling of physical and emotional well-being, feeling "high." lowercase intended.

"back from the dead lost in the head i need help".

nyc•to•phil•ia | nik-tō-fil'ē-a - love of darkness or night;finding relaxation or comfort in darkness. ⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓ {EXTRACT} "Tell me Celeste," he began as he walked back and forth in front of me. "Have you ever heard of nyctophilia?" I slowly shook my head no as my bottom lip quivered. He stopped to look at me, and smiled that breathtaking smile of his before he went back to walking. "Well, Nyctophilia is the word used to describe the love of darkness or night" He paused again but this time stopped right in front of me. I kept my head down as my heart pounded out of my chest. "A nyctophile would be the term used to describe someone with nyctophilia." He then brought his hand to my chin and tilted my head up so I was looking him in his eyes. Those beautiful golden eyes. "You, my darling, are a nyctophile." He smirked then added, "And I am the darkness you find comfort in." ⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓ Celeste Banks was as sweet as candy and as pure as cotton. Although she had her tougher exterior and questionable interests, she wouldn't hurt a fly...or so people thought Asher deville was a charming, sexy sociopath, with no regard for anyone but himself. If he wants something, he'll do whatever he needs to get it. Once meeting Celeste he decides he has to have her, but what will she do when she finds out his secret? ⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓⛓ This is my first time writing a book so It won't be perfect and id also appreciate and feedback/comments 🥺 Rankings: #1 in goth 15/09/20 #1 in abusive 15/09/20 #1 in violence 1/10/20 #6 in manipulation 15/09/20 #4 in sociopath 25/09/20 #11 in insecure 20/09/20 #11 in anxiety 20/09/20 #8 in Darkromance 1/10/20 #22 in toxic 15/09/20

"I can't do it" I said "Come on baby you have to learn to fight for when I'm not here anymore, I won't be here to protect you" she said I turned to her "Mom this is too much why can't we just go back with dad" "Avianna! shut up and do it" she shouted I turned around and grabbed the gun in my trembling hands remembering everything my mom taught me on how to hold it I did just that. I held it up and aimed it at the target. "Ma I cant do it" I cried to her. Growing up hearing and seeing guns is one thing but to actually use one is a whole other thing She rolled her eyes "Avianna Erika Vega do you want me to go call Alejandro to encourage you?" "n-no! no ill do it" I said and turned back to the target Come on Avianna you can do it, just one little thing. I tried to control my breathing and tame my trembling hands, I aligned the gun to the target...... and I pulled the trigger. BOOM ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Avianna Vega has been through a lot throughout her fifteen years of life. From being taken from her dad and five brothers when she was just five years old. To being abused and brutally trained to kill by her step dad when she was just 7 years old. Her mom dying, causing her to runaway and change her name to not risk being found by her step dad. To her brothers finally finding her when she's fifteen and bringing her back home. Happy ending right? wrong. Shortly after finding out she has a neurological disorder called epilepsy, she is now faced with the fact that she has to find and kill her step dad AKA the man who traumatized her. yet throughout all this she still doesn't know who she is. TW: this book has scenes that may be triggering for some readers such as ABUSE and SEIZURES

COMPLETE ✅ The Family I Hate Angelina Lilith Rossi and Ace Levi Rossi are the youngest billionaires alive. At a mere age of 14, they own the biggest chain of gyms across the world. They're well known and feared in the underground as well. Their mother, Audrey Rossi or Audrey Smith, was a stuck up, paranoid bitch who loved drugs and alcohol more than her own children. The twins were brought up by their mother to hate their father and brothers. The reason being they abandoned them and threw them out. After a life threatening encounter, Angelina and Ace decided they would train themselves with every fighting technique and weaponry out there, which lead to the popularity in the underground. But not everything is always as it seems now is it? What if the mother lied? What if their father and brothers never kicked them out? What if they've been searching left and right for the little twins who were taken away from them by their psycho stoner mom? What if one day, they finally find them? ________________ Copyright © 2020 Angel and Angelo Hart. The cover is by @pansiesandpeonies

Ainsley Caree Hudson didn't have a typical childhood; at eight years old she was the victim of abusive parents who didn't care about her, what happened to her or who did what to her. Until one night a man came in and rescued her. She asked his name and he told her it was "G" and then she asked him if he was an angel; he told her if that's what she needed he would be her angel. Her parents had tried to sell her to "G" to get out of debt and this angered the man so, that he took her away from there and had her parents killed. He placed her in a loving home with a forged birth certificate and told her to grow up and make something of herself. Twenty-two years later, she was an emergency room doctor at a hospital in Philadelphia and as fate would have it, her path would cross with her angel again but just not in the way you would think. Would this angel be able to help her deal with the night terrors, help her learn to love and in return find salvation in her arms? Would she be able to look past his dangerous lifestyle enough to let him in? Only time would tell. Join Ainsley as she inadvertently goes deep into the Mafia to discover it's nothing like the movies. MOST OF THE PEOPLE, PLACES AND THINGS ARE ALL FICTIONAL.

That voice belonged to a drop-dead gorgeous, sexy, hot and handsome guy. He was so hot like the sun that I don't mind getting sunburnt. His voice was so deep like the pacific ocean that I don't mind drowning in it. His hair looked so smooth like melted dark chocolate. My hands were itching to run them through his hair. His five o clock shadow gave him a masculine and manly look. The aura that he carried around him screamed mystery and danger. It was at that moment that I knew that it was LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT! 🔱 "This is your problem. You run away from your problems and you know what they call people like you? Cowards! YOU'RE A COWARD!" And the next thing I know, pain shot through my neck. His hand was holding my neck tightly, not tight enough to kill me but tight enough to form a bruise. He looked over me, pushing me against the edge. I was on the verge of falling and if it isn't for his hand holding my neck, I'm pretty sure my brain would have been scattered all over the backyard. 🔱 NOELLE STEPHEN is a sucker for romance. She may look like a naïve innocent angel, but NEVER JUDGE A BOOK BY ITS COVER. No matter how much of a hopeless romantic she is, she is not the one to believe in LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT. According to her perspective, love, at first sight, is a HYPERBOLE, an OVER-EXAGGERATED STATEMENT that is only found in books and movies. DANTE ROMERO is a cold and heartless beast. He fears nothing, well nothing except LOVE. According to his perspective, love is a weakness, A DEATHLY WEAKNESS. To him, love is worse than DEATH, BLOOD, AND GUNS. But what happens when forces force them to be together, forces exerted by the CRUEL FATE? Opposites attract each other, a fundamental physics law, but is this law applicable to humans too? Peep in to find out! 🔱 BEST RANKINGS: #3 in jealousy #5 in dark past #8 in mafia #30 in fate (NOT EDITED) ~~

"You're mine now." He says looking at me straight in the eye. And I nod. Its kinda breathtaking the way he looks at me. And the fact that he just called me "His" Doesn't help. "Say it" he demands. "I'm yours" -------------------- Zoe is just trying to finish her last year in High school without being noticed as the new girl. She doesn't need a boyfriend and she certainly doesn't need the guy next door who can't seem to leave her alone, but what happens when she is basically thrown out? Disowned? And he's the only one to save her? Carrying his own secrets is Tray Harvard. The green eyed guy. He only has eyes for Zoe but she doesn't seem to see it. What happens to the two? Will Zoe let him in? If she does will she stay with him when something threatens to tear them apart? ~~~~~ #715 in Teen Fiction 14/03/17 #171 in Teen Fiction 15/03/17

"Time is up, I AM CLAIMING WHAT IS MINE!" His voiced shattered throughout the entire tower. He has found me and claiming what is his; me. "Sire please, she not even 21 yet. Please let her stay for the year!" My father pleaded for my life but it was no use. I belong to him. Silence crept through the house before loud banging from large footsteps crept from the staircase. The pleading did not work. He was coming for me. .... BOOM! The large sealed oak door broke down with a simple kick from the notorious beast. I ran to the corner for protection but to no avail. He was taking me to my new life. ------------ My destiny was written before I existed. My family bloodline held much respect throughout generations, we were a perfect fit to be married off to the Vincenzo family. The largest mafia group to rule all of Europe and parts of America. They controlled everything since the beginning of time. So when my ancestor agreed to marry off his 8th grandchild off to the leader of the Vincenzo clan; it was a victory for the family. I am the 8th grandchild. My life now belongs to the Vincenzo clan.

Gabriella White is a 14 year old girl who's had to face more tragic events then a 14 year old should. At the age of 12 her mother was brutally murdered in a home evasion, which after closer investigation the police closed the case, so now stuck with her abusive stepfather, John for almost 2 what happens when her stepfather just picks up and leave, and Gabriella learns that she isn't a only child and that her mother has been lying to her, whole life, and that she has 6 older brothers that her mom took her away from them and her father when she was only 3. Join Gabriella on this journey as she deals with 6 older brothers that are hiding somethings from her. And how she deals with the demons of her past.