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Suicide And Butterflies|Lams AU| by _LinMM
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Stock·holm syn·drome: feelings of trust or affection felt in many cases of kidnapping or hostage-taking by a victim toward a captor. 19 year old John Laurens has been kidnapped by a man. The man treats John with kindness and care but John Laurens gives him a hard time. John hates his capture. His capture: Alexander Hamilton. When Alexander starts acting differently John starts falling. What happens when John starts seeing Alexander in a different light? "I hate you!" John yells Alexander sighed, "I know." *** "I-I love you.." John wimpers Alexander smiled, "I know.." *** Warning- Talks about rape, abuse, and includes violent language. 13+ Art nor Hamilton belongz to moi.
I miss his smiles... LAMS (SEQUEL TO FAKE SMILES~)  by EddieIsFuckingBaby
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After Johns death Alexander has been a mess. He asked Eliza to be his wife... She said yes. Alex thinks this is gonna make his forget Johns death. does it work? Is John even really dead?
fake smiles~ (a lams story) by EddieIsFuckingBaby
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John is in his second year of college and he has a dorm with his best friend alexander hamilton! John has had feelings for alexander since they meet in the 6th grade. John knows all abot alexander, his past, sexuality and other stuff. It wasn't untill Alexander started dating Thomass Jeffershit (damn roasted) john fell into a a sad angry jealousy. John looks at Alex with Thomass and thinks 'you could be more happy with me' but John knew he could not ruin his best friends relationship, so he waited. One day he looked at alex and his smile looked so forced. Fake smiles. (oof side story next to one shots rip) maybe smut ;3 lots of gay ness self harm abuse maybe rape (idfk) If any of the things above make you uneasy then dont read or look at warning before the story on the top of the page.
One and Only (LAMS) by johnlaurensmom
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Another basic modern college au sorry Literally stereotypical to every college au fic u read (yes there is a storm chapter) with a FEW plot twists bc you know meee ;) When Alexander Hamilton accepts a scholarship into King's College he meets an amazing new group of friends, in doing so also finding the one and only, John Laurens. Alex and John both persue a romantic relationship, but with Thomas Jefferson on Alex's back wreaking havoc, a rocky past to hide, mountains of school work and John's abusive home-life will Alex be able to survive college and protect the love of his life without crumbling under the pressure? Warning: deals with themes of abuse, alcohol, sexual themes, coarse language, self-harm and disorders (depression & ptsd)