Dear diary, Have you ever wondered what it's like to be stable? Maybe you are stable. Someone who handles their own emotions without even thinking. Just going about your day, knowing you have plenty of days ahead of you. Everyday has the possibly of hosting a 'life changing' feature. Many people are naturally that way. Full of hope. Could you imagine being like that? I can't. I have too much to be worried about. I'm situated at the hospital most of the time, my luck doesn't help me either. I could be killed at any point by it. Well not as if I've got anyone to miss me, my parents are.... gone..... I have no friends or other relations like that. My classmates don't like me. If I died they would care. They probably would see it as a blessing. That could lead to hope... perhaps I should think of doing that. -Nagito Komaeda

Komaedas mental and physical health keeps deteriorating, and just when the doctors are start to lose hope, someone unexpected lends a hand Trigger warnings -self harm -suicide -eating disorders -depression/anxiety -angst -sad

You and Killua(your twin brother) are the new kids at Hunter High. What will happen when you meet his friends from the Hunter Exam? (Btw you are also a hunter, but just took the exam a different year) I DO NOT OWN ANY OF THE HUNTER X HUNTER CHARACTERS. I OWN THE PLOT AND THE EXCESS CHARACTERS ONLY.

❝Kurapika, feelings fade when people change--❞ You gasped when your back met the wall. The boy who had always managed to keep his emotions at bay had finally snapped--roughly pounding the side of his elbow and forearm above your head. His eyeballs were laced a deep crimson red--broken and confused. Your breath hitched in your chest as he leaned down, lips hovering above your own. You could feel your heart slowly break as you heard him breathily whisper, desperately begging you to reciprocate the emotions he felt for you. ❝If everyone forgets over time, then why can't I?❞ - - ★ OHMYGOD WE ARE AT 121K READS HAPPY 4 YEARS ★ *cover art by @huangdanlan *book is undergoing major editing :)

Hunter x Hunter Kurapika x reader. He would've never thought he would fall for a girl like her.

"Feelings? " "No" "Admit it" "... Okay" Takes part on Hunter exam.

Warning: There will be curse words and "sexual" content! ~ This was a text roleplay I had whit somone that I now re-write into a fanfic. ~ None of the characters are mine. ~ In this AU Mikan never killed Ibuki and Hiyoko. ~ The people that were killed/executed before Nagito and Chiaki are still dead. ~ English isn't my first language so sorry for grammar mistakes!