!!NSFW!! (It's kinda a slow burn tho) MC is genderless. I'm taking full advantage of the assumption that Moon was ooc during the events of sb. Also wanted to experiment with writing a Sun that's less than excited to be working with you. (dw, he'll fall for you eventually.) also have yet to see a fic where Moon gets action before Sun iykwim. If you've come from Twitter or the G-doc, hello and welcome! you guys are real ones, and you have me heart. all art that i put here (when i have the time to make it) will be made by me unless stated otherwise, save for the occasional meme. Putting this on wattpad pretty much in preparation to move to Ao3 shortly.

"Take it seriously, Lance!" "Now isn't the time, Lance!" "Do it right, Lance!" "Stop messing around!" "Will you actually pay attention?" "Will you think, just once?" "Act like a paladin, Lance!" "Your a paladin right? Well, act like it!" "Paladins don't do that, Lance" "Remember Lance, your a paladin." "We're Paladins, we have duties, Lance." Maybe I'm not the paladin you hoped for... Maybe Blue made a mistake... Maybe I'm not meant to be in this team... Maybe you're better off without me... -------- Art isn't mine, I just edited it, shout out to the artist.

THIS STORY HAS BEEN DISCONTINUED!! Sorry :( ~~ Jungkook has always struggled with depression and takes any hate about himself being a member of bts to the extreme, including harming himself to take away his inner pain. What will happen when others in bts start to find about his problems and new problems start to arise within the members? ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I felt like every tear I had cried in the last three years came back tenfold. I let my shirt fall as he brought me into his chest letting me get his shirt soaked with my crying. I could feel him start to rub my back again but I felt as if I wasn't even there. All I could focus on was the fact that I just showed the person that I had such growing feelings for something I never wanted him to know about for the rest of my life. Thinking about all of this just made me cry harder and harder until I was sobbing as I clutched onto the balled up shirt for dear life, feeling as if my world was just shattering around me at this very moment. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WARNING: does include self harm and thoughts of suicide, do not read if you are easily triggered