⚠️PLEASE READ⚠️ PSA: I was in 8th grade when I wrote this and I believe it is very poorly done. Go ahead and read. I don't have the patience to rewrite. I have heard from several comments that it is funny so that is something to look forward to. MAJOR TRIGGER WARNINGS: I know there are several mentions etc of self harm. I believe there is also mention of sexual assault and the R word. There may also be mentions of EDs but I don't recall as I haven't read this story in years. I'm sorry, I fr don't know why I wrote such wild triggering stuff then let a bunch of other people read it. Also, the way I write the characters in this is pretty unrealistic. I just didn't understand the depth of people in 8th grade and I def didn't know how to write it. --- Emily realizes she has feelings for JJ, but does JJ Love her back? Prentiss is surrounded by profilers, who's going to figure out her secret? What happens during the journey of love? Will there even be love? Why does this sound like a description for an episode story from the app Episode? *MATURE AUDIENCE PLEASE* *GRAPHIC* *SEXUAL AKA SEX* *SELF HARM SO BE MATURE PLEASE*

Dr Spencer Reid has been keeping and secret from his team mates for years, always afraid of what they may think of him, what they might do. Afraid of loosing his friends, his family, he locks it away. Until one night when mistakes where made. Secrets and Lies will be told and troublesome fate awakes the young doctor.

Gay men are being killed throughout the Brooklyn area, the team are called in on the case, but have no leads. The only thing they can think off is to send someone in as undercover. And who better for the role than Dr Spencer Reid. But what happens when the team place camera's in and around Spencers rented apartment without him knowing, and what will happen when his team see something he didn't want them to see. **WARNING CONTAINS GRAPHIC SEXUAL Content / HOMOPHOBIC LANGUAGE AND DEPICTIONS OF SELF HARM - M/M**