•completed• When I was six, Baba had got me my first doll. I vividly remember her, my best friend. I had named her Sameera, she had huge eyes and wore a red bridal outfit, I would play with her all the time and one day I wed her off, wed her to another doll. But now that I had grown up, I knew that wedding someone wasn't just a game, being someone's wife was about much more. I was in my final year of degree in fine arts, I just 21 when my life reminded me of Sameera, turned me into Sameera, jis tarah Sameera ka nikah ek mazzak tha, ek khel uss he tarah mere nikah ne meri zindagi ko bhi ek khel me tabdeel kar diya. I was the wife of a man who already had a wife he loved dearly. I am Meher Butt and this is my story. (Book is written in English) #1 Urdu (march'21) #4 Lahore (jan'21) #1 Hyderabad (jan'21) #1 Pakistan (march'21) #2 Muslim (feb'21) #18 arrangemarriage (march'21) #24 age difference (jan'21)

Sidharth is the cliche billionare bad boy. He is used to getting his way with others. He is brutal with his enemies and always keeps his guards up. Most of his nights are spent in the arms of different women but he wakes up to go back to his world and forget about the night. But will this marriage be able to restrain him? Shehnaaz is an upcoming model and aspiring singer. she's young and full of life but in no way timid or the one to back down. Her talents are not yet discovered by the world and she has never known what it is like to fall in love. A marriage to the ruthless billionare was never on the cards. What will happen when his big muscular hands graze her soft cheeks? Will they agree to this unholy matrimony of convenience only for the world or will the sparks fly? Expect two strangers coming from starkly different walks of life into an alliance which they only hope to derive personal benefit from. Some secrets unfurl, some intense feelings of possessiveness, some war of hearts, treachery,some challenges that pave the way for love? Or is it love? Read on to find more. (⚠Mature content warning.)

Sidharth Shukla has everything he could ever ask for. He's rich. He's handsome. He's reasonably well behaved. He has a loving family. But when his lifelong best friend (and former girlfriend) is about to get married, he lies about being in a relationship. With the wedding happening in under a month, finding a date for the ceremony and accompanying festivities becomes more of an adventure than he ever could have planned for. Enter Sana Kaur.

'Sonder to Ikigai - The Freedom in Love' is dedicated to my lovely Amna! For the person she is and moreover for the person she is to me. I love you. //Sonder// The profound feeling of realizing that everyone, including strangers passed in the street, has a life as complex as one's own, which they are constantly living despite one's personal lack of awareness of it. And sometimes, the stranger who makes you feel that sonder, and then takes you in and shows you a familiarity you've never known before. Here's a story of two souls seeking nirvana. Can Love give them the Freedom? *This book is my original work, written with my entire heart, with lots of love and excessive amounts of research. Please do not copy my work and portray it as your own. Do not screenshot it and post my chapters anywhere else. This will amout to plagiarism. I do not appreciate it. 'Sonder to Ikigai - Freedom in Love' exists only on Wattpad. Thank you.* ⚠️caution- contains mature, and graphic content. Has deeply descriptive mentions of self-harm, drug abuse, violence, mental health issues and more. Read at your own risk.⚠️ ‼️if you have the heart, and the strength, then go on this beautiful journey of recovery and finding a reason to stay alive, and live a life worth living despite everything! I hope everyone struggling finds their reason too.‼️

FAN FICTION - because I'm a fan of Sidharth Shukla and Shehnaaz Kaur Gill, and is fictional. I gain no profits from this. It also has made up characters and fictional events. It is for entertainment purposes only, and I gain absolutely no profits from writing this, apart using this platform to express my love for SidNaaz and talk about issues and important events in life. This book also covers issues of mental health, relationships, motherhood, hard pregnancies, mental issues, familial standings, etc. It's filled with empowerment, with the utmost respect and love for Sidharth and Shehnaz. Its because I'm a fan who writes fiction. Thank you. The same Bigg Boss, the same game but what if love collided in ways you never thought before? What if Sidharth and Shehnaz struggle to find a way to keep their life under wraps with a 150 cameras around, when things fall against them time and again, will they rise? Or will it end what never began? #SidNaaz a bunch of what ifs. DISCLAIMER: This is a work of fiction, there have been adaptations from real life events and have been altered, but is still FICTION, it's NOT real. The characters are fictional. None of it is real. Not one bit. It's written with the utmost truthfulness and respect for all the characters in the book. I never intend to cross a line or depict negativity. It's based on a few characters and events but is 100% fictional. It's purely non-profit , not intended with any malicious intentions, and for entertainment purposes. And is completely legal. Does not aim to disrespect any of the characters or create disharmony. FICTION AND ENTERTAINMENT ONLY.