© May 2016 [4 + 1 Fan-fiction Story] [Part of BSD Duology] • revised • "Just let me die." He gritted out--but he never got the chance to die as he wished to.

This is my first story/fanfic ayy lmao. Idk what to put here but this is Atsushi x Dazai. I hope you enjoy this rubbish because I probably will like writing it. Edit: I have made a cover! It took me a while but I really like it <3

❛ 'cause i think i'm not yours. ❜ atsushi sees colorful strings on five of his fingers; and there's one that's tightly wrapped around his neck. he wishes he doesn't have the red string, because at the end of the string is a person he can't have. looped around with the purple color, that tightens around the red string. dazai doesn't see any strings on his fingers; he watches atsushi take in deep shaky breaths and scratch at his neck as if something was there, always leaving a bruising ring. he wishes he could see was atsushi sees, because it seems the light haired boy always shoot dazai a sad gaze. and he always squeezed his pinkie with a bit of pain in his expression, a frown etched on his lips. atsushi wishes he can't see the strings; dazai wishes he could see what the other can see.

Dazai asks Atsushi for some chocolate. Let me tell you right now, this is my first time publishing a fanfic, but if you think it's bad please don't hold back.

It was silent for a moment, then it wasn't. "Well, I don't know how to feel about the whole suicide thing but... I think you're good-looking, Dazai." Atsushi keeps his gaze settled on Dazai, smiling sweetly. "I think you'd be able to get a girl who'd be willing to commit a double suicide with you, for sure."

Dazai and Atsushi are on their way back from a job when a little 'problem' pops up on Atsushi. Dazai offers to help, and things just kinda go from there. [Dazai x Atsushi, NSFW, it's got fluff too] (First nsfw) yaoi, don't like don't read

Warning: Frequent suicide mentions since, you know, Dazai. If mentions of suicide bother you, skip chapter 2 and you should probably avoid the section before the gap in chapter 3 as well. Chapters are unrelated to each other unless they're labeled as part 1, part 2, etc Sorry in advance that I don't have them use honorifics in my writing- I don't want to butcher the usage of them. Also sorry if they seem a bit out of character.

a shitty dazushi story because I love these 2 so much together ;) (please go easy on me this is my first fic XD)

Just some simple oneshots for my dear dazatsu shippers.