What if you were making yourself suffer to let him be happy? Y/N L/N is a first year student at UA High, the prestigious academy for heroes-in-training. She meets a handsome but dull boy named Shoto Todoroki and her memories flood back. It seems they were best friends as children, but Shoto's daddy issues distanced him. Unexpectedly, she falls in love, but he doesn't seem to notice. When he begins to date class 1-A's beautiful and intelligent Momo Yaoyorozu, she realizes she cannot compare. And the flowers growing inside of her are counting down her remaining days. But Todoroki seems to grow closer to her after a while and they reestablish their lost friendship. However, we all know that friendship isn't enough. And when he finally loves her back, it's too late. But... "Am I going insane? Or was that..." DISCLAIMER!!! I DO NOT OWN BOKU NO HERO ACADEMIA AKA MY HERO ACADEMIA OR ANY OF THE CHARACTERS!! (Except Y/N's family :p)

_-♥✧~↠*↞~✧♥-_  Izuku Midoriya was happy with his life for the most part. He had a great mom and mostly great friends. (Ahem-- Bakugou) There were always little things that set him off, but he was okay. One thing about his life that was different was that he hadn't noticed this developing crush on Todoroki. Well, he had, but he pushed it back far into mind. He had accepted that he didn't like him back at all after the Sport's festival so he put it in a cage and locked it up with additional brick walls surrounding it and threw it into the void of his mind. It's still there, but he always reminds himself that he has to focus on school instead of this crush of his. When his feelings get overwhelming and he has convinced himself that Todoroki will only ever think of Deku as a friend he gets a sickness and the next time he wakes up the petals are all he can see. _-♥✧~↠*↞~✧♥-_ ❝𝙲𝚘𝚝𝚝𝚘𝚗 𝚌𝚊𝚗𝚍𝚢 𝚜𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜, 𝚆𝚑𝚢 𝚌𝚊𝚗'𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚋𝚎 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚎? 𝙰𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚘𝚗 𝚖𝚢 𝚖𝚒𝚗𝚍, 𝙸'𝚖 𝚛𝚞𝚗𝚗𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚘𝚞𝚝 𝚘𝚏 𝚝𝚒𝚖𝚎. 𝚂𝚔𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚗'𝚝 𝚊𝚕𝚠𝚊𝚢𝚜 𝚋𝚕𝚞𝚎, 𝚠𝚑𝚎𝚗 𝙸 𝚝𝚑𝚒𝚗𝚔 𝚘𝚏 𝚢𝚘𝚞. 𝙸'𝚖 𝚝𝚛𝚢𝚗𝚊' 𝚖𝚊𝚔𝚎 𝚒𝚝 𝚝𝚑𝚛𝚘𝚞𝚐𝚑, 𝙸 𝚌𝚊𝚞𝚐𝚑𝚝 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚕𝚒𝚔𝚎 𝚝𝚑𝚎 𝚏𝚕𝚞.~♡❞  [I DO NOT OWN MY HERO ACADEMIA. (i wiSh)] [Around 46,000 words] -2020- Dec. 1st~ #13 In Tododeku Dec. 10th~ #11 in Tododeku Dec. 16th~ #9 in Tododeku Jan. 2nd~ #3 in hanahakidisease Jan. 4th~ #1 in hanahaki Jan. 20th~ #1 in hanahakidisease June 29th~ #4 in dadmight -2021- April 2nd~ #1 hanahaki -2020- Jan. 1st~ 5K reads Jan. 26th~ 10K reads Feb. 20th~ 17k reads March 4th~ 20.4k reads! April 22nd~ 30.6k reads!! :O June 29th~ 41.4k reads :DD -2021- April

[ boku no hero academia x oc ] - ellipsism noun a sense of sadness one experiences when realizing that one won't live to see the future. - Stressed kid attempts to become a hero whilst trying to maintain mental stability and personal wellbeing. ft unresolved childhood trauma and unhealthy coping mechanisms. don't expect to know what's happening. 𝐒𝐭𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐬: I update like once a year so look forward to that ig 𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐦𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐲 : cicatrix

"Shouto Todoroki... Why are you so cold?" Powerful, rich, practically perfect; Shouto Todoroki is everything she's not. And (y/n) knew that all too well. But she couldn't help but feel drawn to him. It started as simple curiosity towards the stoic boy. What was beneath that cold exterior? (Y/n) wanted to know. She wanted to help. But after everything is said and done, how does he feel about her? *Warnings* - Strong language ᕦ(ò_óˇ)ᕤ - Violence (x_x) - Sad boi shit ('°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥ω°̥̥̥̥̥̥̥̥｀) - Sexy time ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) - Tooth rotting fluff (๑>◡<๑) This fanfiction will generally follow the plot of the anime/manga up to a certain point. Obviously some things will be different since I'm inserting new characters. With that being said, this book may contain anime and manga spoilers. Read at your own risk. All BNHA characters are property of Kōhei Horikoshi.

He was a lime green. Always happy and upbeat. I was a dull gray. Void of emotion, no care in the world. When I met him I became a vibrant red. I fell in love. In love with him.

bad·ass /ˈbadˌas/ INFORMAL•NORTH AMERICAN noun noun: badass; plural noun: badasses; noun: bad-ass; plural noun: bad-asses 1. a tough, uncompromising, or intimidating person. "COME AT ME, TRICK ASS HOE I'LL PUT YOU DOWN LIKE A HORSE WITH A BROKEN LEG!!" I'll be blunt. You're in prison. For various reasons. You killed people. A lot of people. Your name is Y/n L/n (duh). Your father died on a hero mission and your mother... didn't respond well to it. She strayed from the hero path, leaving you. You are an... interesting person... ahem. Hella gay. Hella str8. Hella a bitch. "BITCH I KNOW YOU AIN'T TALKIN TO ME I'LL HARVEST YOUR LEG HAIRS!!" Kinda violent but at the same time you're hella nice and calm. "Talk to me like I'm a goddamn Nazi again and I'll pull your asshole out from your mouth you fucking worm." #1 in anime Highest Ranking #1 in idkwhatimdoing Highest Ranking #1 in animexreader Highest Ranking #1 in myhero Highest Ranking #1 in animeworld Highest Ranking #1 in vines Highest Ranking #1 in readerxvarious Highest Ranking #1 in crack Highest Ranking #1 in what Highest Ranking #1 in weird Highest Ranking #1 in my Highest Ranking #1 in craziness Highest Ranking #3 in fanfiction Highest Ranking #3 in hero Highest Ranking #5 in bnha Highest Ranking #7 in help Highest Ranking #9 in powers Highest Ranking #16 in readerxcharacter Highest Ranking (I own nothing!) (Everything and everyone belongs to their rightful owner!) (I only own the plot and my OC's!) (You own yourself!) (Warning!: Blood, cursing, gore!!)