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this story is about brother love

What hurt more then cuts you giving me is that i still love you even if i am just for fun. One day my feelings will explode and i will tell you everything even if it will not change anything. I want you to feel like i do. What if they found out? Are you will kick me like ball in my heart. I can't call you mine but i still have you. You are mine pain and you are mine pleasure.