"Well, if you don't like it you can always go and find somewhere else to live." Your cutting tone didn't go unnoticed. Van's eyes narrowed a little, the smirk falling quickly away but not for long. He folded his arms across his chest, fixing you with a look like he was sizing you up, just like a fighter might weigh up...
"Yes... I want you to leave me alone. I mean it." The words leave a sickly taste in your mouth and you wash them down with even more wine, aware that the more you drink the more your resolve might weaken but you're not thinking straight. "Do you though? Do you really mean it? If you do, turn around and say it to my fa...
Catfish and the Bottlemen AU fanfiction. "Well... I couldn't just leave it ignored. You'd need to be punished of course." His words light a fire between your legs as a dark part of you stirs and comes to life. Your pulse races and your breathing deepens. "Van..." you begin, but your words don't come. They catch in y...
When it all ends, and the band's played its final show, where does it leave you? Does it leave you as a has been? A solo act with a backing band? Or do you turn away from music entirely, and strip yourself of everything you've ever known? Where does it leave you, when the lights go low? And who does it leave you with...
Van, Bondy, and Larry have found a way to share and visualize dreams, hoping to understand what they mean. They enlist participants for their study and one of them gives Van a hard time. In order for him to see her dreams, he has to let her into his. Book 1: REM Book 2: Dream
"You know, if they're really buggin' you..." Van's voice is quiet, but it cuts through the soft background noise of the street. He gives another one of his shrugs, as if what he's about to say next isn't important. "We could head back up to my room," He finishes. or Your annual birthday trip with your best friend to S...
Is death really the end? Jess has been watching Ryan, her strange fifteen-year-old neighbor, for only a week and it's been one of the craziest weeks of her life. Who knew he and his family were full of secrets? And why was she so goddamn curious? A Van McCann AU. Book 1: Mirror Book 2: Reflect
When Abby comes out of a toxic relationship the last thing she needs is more complication in her life. But a chance meeting at a party takes her life on many twists and turns in the search for love.... Mature content: themes of abusive relationships/addiction/some sexual content
'Can he do what I do for you? I've not stopped thinking this shit since I come away' (Set in Llandudno, 2011)
The rise of Alt-Rock band Catfish and the Bottlemen brings with it recognition, fame, and compromise. Lead singer and founding member Van McCann has learned to balance all three of these over the course of the band's ride to fame, but there's one thing he's never gotten used to; loneliness. During a tour of the states...