"And you ain't never slimed nobody out so why you screaming slat ?" | Aug 2020

"Like anger, depression, frustration, isolation, deception If I open up to you please don't judge me, I want somebody anybody just to love me. It's like I'm only happy when I'm not sober just living life, sometimes I wish that it was over. Trust who your enemies was once friends of ya, I swear this life just ain't me schizophrenia. I'm lost I need directions, been running from the truth I'm out of breath I need a second. But I just smile as if it's nothing wrong because until I find myself I'm just a perfect song. See when you feel neglected, rejected it's hard for you to ever just forget it, forgive it. You live your life surrounded but you still feel alone, I'm not at home even when I'm sitting at home. I'm not myself any more...."

"So when you gon' stop playing and let me hit that shit, Zuria?" Mitch asked while he smoked a blunt in my mother's living room and we both sat on the floor. "Let you hit this?" I asked, raising an eyebrow as I watched him blow smoke into the air. "Yeah." He smirked, cockily. "How about when you learn how to talk to your girlfriend?" I took the blunt out of this hands and smashed it on the ashtray that was on the coffee table. "Whatchu do that for?" He bit his bottom lip, leaning into me. "Hm?" He went on, softly biting my neck. "I've told you, you can't smoke in here, Mitchell." "You're really not even supposed to be here." I said to him, considering my mother did not condone boys in her house but here he was. He'd completely ignored me though as he mushed his head into my neck, leaving small kisses. "Stop." I whined playfully as he pushed himself up onto me and kissed my lips, pushing me backwards with our lips still attached. "Mitch." I spoke nervously as he climbed on top of me while I now laid my back onto the carpet. "Let me hit that shit, ma." He spoke softly into my ear as he continued leaving kisses on my neck. "Mitch, we cant. My mom will be home from work soon." I expressed to him but he ran his hands up my school skirt anyway. "Stop bitchin'." "Let me finally pop that cherry, Z." He spoke, putting his lips on mine as he slowly moved my underwear aside and rubbed his fingers against my Girl. "Mm." I moaned, unfamiliar with this feeling but it felt great. And though I knew my mother would be here soon, I no longer wanted to stop. He continued rubbing it as I laid there, looking up into his eyes. As I did, he smirked down at me and I smiled small, rubbing a hand down his cheek. I was so in love with this boy.

"𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐬𝐚𝐲 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫 𝐚𝐢𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫, 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐥𝐚𝐬𝐭 𝐜𝐮𝐳 𝐈 𝐟𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐝 𝐦𝐲 𝐭𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐮𝐫𝐞"

After serving a three year sentence, Jerome 'Rome' Johnson is a free man. Besides reclaiming his seat at the throne of his drug empire, his eyes are set on who he will always consider his wife and the mother of his only child, Shawnee. One too many infidelities on Rome's part has Shawnee through with him. Even though his work is cut out for him, Rome surges forward and fights for the only love he has ever known, but has Shawnee truly thrown both it and him away? Broken hearted Niecy is back after graduating from college. The only thing she plans on doing is keeping her nose deeply planted in the books once she is accepted into the medical school of her choice, but after crossing paths with Kyron Hayes, she might as well scrap those plans. Ky takes one look at Niecy and its a wrap. For some reason he can't name, he is drawn to her and finds himself doing all the things he claimed he never would, but is he truly through with his playboy mannerisms and can their relationship withstand the storm that will soon have all four of their lives spiraling out of control?

𝕀 𝕛𝕦𝕤𝕥 𝕨𝕒𝕟𝕟𝕒 𝕝𝕠𝕧𝕖 𝕪𝕠𝕦 𝕓𝕒𝕓𝕪,

Don't open this book with a close mind. Everything you've been taught was a lie. Take this book with a grain of salt and do your research. It was in my plan to provide this book to y'all.

Book 2. Please DO NOT read if you have NOT read Book 1 because you will be confused.(UNFORTUNATELY WATTPAD DELETED BOOK 1 for no reason)