Everyone is born with a timer on their wrist, counting down to the exact time they'll meet their soulmate. Connor Murphy doesn't believe in soulmates. Or rather, that he doesn't have one. At the beginning of the summer, something happened. His timer stopped. He didn't meet his soulmate. The timer broke. It stopped at 2 months, 1 day, 3 hours and 23 minutes. The same time Evan Hansen jumped. HIGHEST RANKS #1 in dearevanhansen - June 17th, 2021 #2 in treebros - June 17th, 2021 #27 in musicaltheatre - June 17th, 2021

Connor is an interesting guy. No friends, and everyone basically hates him. One day, he meets someone who will change his life. AU where Connors not dead I don't own the characters, only the story/idea. In addition, I am in no way trying to glorify anxiety or depression. Highest rankings: #1 treebros #1 dear #1 connorxevan #1 connormurphy #1 alanaxzoe #1 michaelmell #1 jakedillinger #1 alanabeck #1 jaredkleinman #1 richjake #1 bemorechill #1 dearevanhansen #2 christinecanigula #2 richgoranski #3 zoemurphy #7 jeremyheere #7 alanabeck #8 evanhansen #11 broadway #4 bmc #12 deh #106 boyfriends #375 school #544 fluff #673 gay #693 highschool

Huge thanks to @Saphirdrache / @Zitronendrache for the amazing cover. I absolutely love it. The world was always black and white. You always felt empty. They would always promise you that there's someone for you. All you have to do is kiss them and the world will turn right side up... ...They pray that it will turn right side up. **TRIGGER WARNING** Suicide Self-harm Anxiety Panic Attacks Abuse And a whole lot more - I know I'm evil haha September 25th 2017 - December 11th 2017

Connor and Evan didn't know each other aside from a few altercations here and there. But on the first day of senior year, Evan sees something inside Connor that he didn't notice before... and it causes him to feel something 'different'. When Connor commits suicide Evan is left devastated, only to visit the anxious boy as a ghost. •Quotes• 'He just seemed so hurt, but he's looked that way before did I just not notice it? My stomach feels strange when I think about it, and I really want to talk to him. It's just Connor though...' Evan sighs once he decides that there's no solution to this enigma. "Agh!!!" Evan lurched up and threw every pillow off the bed in frustration, "Connor! What did i do to you!?!?" Evan sobbed harder. "I-I was just saying what I wished we did before you died,"

"That sounds familiar. My friend online says that a lot." Connor and Evan both know each other through their screen names, and outside of their blogs and chats, they don't know anything about one another. Not even that they've been texting. - [includes all characters. general tw: disfunctional family, mental illness, drug use and rebellious behavior. Specific tws will be before each chapter if it's used heavily or it's not apart of this list, which isn't often] Open to constructive criticism and opinions!!

Evan works at the Orchard during the summer. Connor recently survived a failed suicide attempt, so the Murphy's go to the Orchard in an attempt to sort their family out. After a fight with Larry, Connor walks away from their picnic and crosses paths with Evan Hansen. Can the two broken boys save each other? Or are they too far gone?