HOW I WONDER...
IN THIS POEM POET THINKS THAT WHY SHE FEEL SAD EVERY TIME, SHE IS THINKING HOW TO PRETEND WHAT IS GOING IN HER MIND. SOMETIMES SHE THINKS THAT SHE IS BEING A LOSER AND A BIG MESS THAN IN THE END SHE REALIZES THAT ONE SHOULD NOT BE SAD BECAUSE SHE HAVE A VERY SPECIAL THING WHICH IS HER LIFE.