14 year old Matthew befriends the strange new girl that just moves to town after she stands up to some jocks who are bullying him. Their friendship develops into crushes and as soon as they admit it the reader's family suddenly moves away. Several years later Matthew is starting his first day of shooting on CM and when he walks into the prop department guess who works there... the reader! They rekindle their friendship. It only gets complicated after Reader offers to help Matthew practice for his very first kissing scene.

| ONGOING | "Spencer you need to go" My voice wavers "Why?" He softly asks My heart breaks at the tone of his voice. I know then that I had hurt him. I look up at him, wiping my tears away. He looks down at me and that's when I see his bloodshot eyes. "You need to leave before I fall even deeper in love with you"

❝it's because open hearts are broken hearts. when i opened my heart, i got broke, so i was too scared to open my heart again but im fine to get broke again, as long as its you whos breaking it. ❞ ☆☆☆ When you first brought that doughnut to Spencer Reid, you were just apologizing for a mistake you made. Little did you know this would begin something unexpected. A simple doughnut led to the best love of your life, but also the worst heartbreak youve been through. But it's better to love and lose than not love at all, right? ☆☆☆ ◦ Loosely Set in Season 9 ◦ ☆COMPLETED ☆