I tell my love to wreck it all Cut out all the ropes and let me fall Short Story #195 Poetry #235 28/10/2013

We all have certain fantasies that involve strong and dominant men, someone who is going to make us feel like we're at the top of the world but we also want someone who is going to appreciate our bodies and minds but, sometimes what we really want the most is to be able to let out our most deepest and darkest desires. * NOT UNDERAGE REPEAT NOT UNDERAGE!!

"It started with fasting for a day. That day turned into two. Then three. Then four. Then I binged. I purged. I fasted. At first I just wanted to get to 120 pounds. Then 110. Once I hit 110 I wanted 100. I was at a size zero. I loved that number for some odd reason. Soon that number took over my life. Now, at 90 pounds, all I want to see is zero. 80, 70, 60 pounds will never be enough. I just want it all gone. I just want to see zero." "Zero is perfection?" Sarah asks. "Yes. Zero is perfection." I reply. "Even if it means dying?" She asks. "Even if it means dying."

In the pov of an onlooker on how a girl dies Trigger warnings: self harm, death,depression, mentions of bullying

I'm Heather Parks. I'm the weakest soul there ever was. I gave up. I lost hope. I killed myself... But every day since I killed myself, I've tried to Un-kill myself. Every day since I killed myself, I've asked myself: Why? Every day since I killed myself, I die once again because of what I've done. Every day since I killed myself, I think of what I've lost. Every day since I killed myself, I wish I hadn't done it... And compared to the pain I'm feeling right now, the pains I felt during my life were nothing. Nothing at all... PRAISE FOR 'SUICIDE': "The agony is so surreal, it broadens your horizons to feel deeper. The pain is alluring." - Mahwish.A.Aleem  "Reluctant to relinquish my love for such a story , i request all of the readers to cherish it and not treat it lightly" - Maheen Irfan "The intensity of the author's emotions has a certain depth which makes the reader reflect on the different aspects of their life." - Maheen Amir

in which a girl hears what society says and tries to meet society's expectations

Trigger Warning//Anorexia story Book 1 of the Loving Yourself Hurts series. Lyra is 15 and she feels alone. She has a few friends, but she just wants to be loved. She wants someone to hold her hand when she needs it. Someone who will let her cry on their shoulder. But she's not good enough. No one likes her like that because she's flawed. That's why she has to be perfect. She has to be skinnier. Completed: 2018 Edited: 2023

Why is society so cruel?

a collection of letters from a girl to Ana (her anorexia.) [TRIGGER WARNING!! ]

Her hands were always in her sleeves. Until he tried to hold them.