"have you ever felt so alone? like there is no one around you to help you? to listen to you and make you feel safe? have you ever thought what would happen if things were different? that it would be much better, or worse? have you ever felt like nothing? like if you weren't around, no one would realize? like, if you were dead now, no one would even realize that you're gone and be sad about it? because i did."

" it's like when i'm with you, i always need to catch my breath, " discontinued.