I felt happiness when I was with them. I lost all hope when I left. I relied on my cold, sinful, and emotionless heart for support. I had no one else to turn to but the one I didn't trust the most: myself. I told myself it was better to be feared than hated. So I listened. The more that quote rung into my mind, I began to be more heartless. More... crazy. That harpoon struck into one of my greatest inventions snapped me back into reality. Oh, the cold, harsh reality I that strived to run away from. I betrayed my friends. I murdered a man. I destroyed a house filled with memories. All because I wanted to be feared. The amount of pain I felt physically as I fell to the ground didn't amount to the pain that scarred me from the inside. The physical pain felt so numb. All I could feel was that feeling of pain that I caused them. That nagging feeling that I needed to repay for my sins. That shot to the giant robot restarted my feelings; the feeling of pain. It hurt so much. I didn't know how to make it stop. So I tried to do some good in the world for once. I remade my army into a force of good. I just never expected it to lead it to the three people I prayed I would never see again. ... I had to put on a porcelain face so they can go. ____________ Yay, there's angst in this story. And what is this? More improved writing? Sign me up! :,D Warning, there's going to be some heavy stuff like depressive thoughts. If you're sensitive to that topic, please turn away now. Also, I do not ship the real people. Just their characters. Thank you.

[Currently under editing] This is a TOMTORD oneshots book TomTord = Dom Tom & Sub Tord TordTom = Dom Tord & Sub Tom Dom = Top Sub = Bottom I did a lot of different little TomTord stories with lots of different au's and scenarios. TomTord (in my opinion) is an amazing and addictive ship!! Lots of people don't understand the ship and hate it because of lots of different, obvious reasons. I can agree with those reasons, but I'm still somehow addicted to this ship QwQ - If you want to make a cover then please feel free :,)