A boy raised around religion and the discounts for sin, Phil Lester is definitely not one to go around looking for trouble. With his father being the vicar of their local church, Phil has a lot to live up to and has to keep his reputation high if he's to be accepted. He doesn't do parties or drinking; the thought of sex alone is enough to terrify him. So it's no wonder that when Dan Howell, a boy who embraces the life of parties and rebellious acts, shows up to join the church program, Phil starts having trouble keeping himself sane as he tries to teach Dan the path to God. But, religion isn't the thing on Dans mind and he seems to find himself a new toy to play with. [warning: this does contain violence and mature content (as shown) and there's a lot on the topic of homosexuality and negative views towards it from characters in the story. Please read on with care <3]

Dan is different. He's learned to accept that. Well, as best he can anyway, considering he's never really had much of a choice. It's been this way for as long as he can remember, the constant runaround process of trying to feel normal. His life is built around it, trying to trick both himself and everyone he interacts with into seeing him as your average person. The isolation as he desperately tries to keep others from finding out, the bitterness that wells up inside of him each and every time he's reminded that he'll never be like everyone else, the fear that nothing will ever change. He's fated to be this way forever; a misfit from society. Isolation can only go so far though, so when he's struggling to make ends meet and he's faced with the option of looking into a serious job or taking on a roommate, he opts for what seems like the easier option at the time. It doesn't seem so easy ten failed roommates into the process, or when he sits down at a table to meet with prospect number eleven and ends up with a coffee spilled all over his lap. Potential roommate number eleven, Phil, turns out to be an insufferable optimistic ball of sunshine that Dan wants nothing to do with. His options are running out though, as are the savings he's been using to pay his rent, so he finds himself begrudgingly agreeing to let the other man move in. Neither of them have any way of knowing just what they've gotten themselves into as they shake on the matter, but time will tell.

Dan is a boy that is bisexual, he currently goes to University. But he sees a boy.. named Phil. He can't help but feel a connection. When, Dan came out to his mother she didn't accept him. Dan, leaving his house crying has to live in University. Phil, sees this hopeless boy. And saves him. WARNING: includes; self harm, attempts to suicide, smut, and bad language HEY ER STOP BULLYING ME PLEASE; DONT READ THIS BOOK

☆MOONCHILD☆: I need help. Everything is fucked up right now. I can't do this anymore |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ☆MOONCHILD☆: I want to die. |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ◇Plantboy◇: Hey, how r u? ☆MOONCHILD☆: I am dead inside. I am sad. I am depressed. I am angry. I am anxious. |MESSAGE UNDELIVERED| ☆MOONCHILD☆: Fine thx wbu? |MESSAGE DELIVERED| ------ There might be some triggering stuff like depression, anxiety, selfharm so please stay safe and don't read this if you get triggered easily! It's my first english story so please don't be too harsh ----this story is completely unedited and cringy but I don't want to delete it so..I hope you enjoy my cringeyy old ff and A/Ns-----

whenever phil touches someone for the first time, he sees into the time he touches them for the last time he'll ever touch them. so to speak, phil can see into the future. touristlester© 2016-17

Dan had lived a normal life. No good friends and no big problems but all this changes when he meets Phil. Phil was the new kid who always seemed to be happy and hyper, but was he really? Will their relationship ever be normal, because now it just seems to be broken. "Phil?" My body froze. My mind went in to panic mode. I removed my lips from hers as quick as I could, but the damage had already been done. I look at Dan and I look in his eyes and I see all the hurt that was already present in his heart. What had I just done? "Dan.. It's not.. um I can explain.." He looked at me and tears started rolling down his cheeks, and my heart broke as well because the next thing that happened was him whispering "We're done." TW: depression, ED, suicide, SH, sexual themes (i tried to put TW before specific chapters but a lot of the themes run throughout)

In which Dan's an arsonist and Louise thinks he needs more friends.

The year is 1808 and Phillip Lester is from a family that control his life. Every decision that's gotten his life this far has been made by his parents. Their next request is that Phil is to marry his lifelong friend, Louise. Forced, Phil packs his bags and gets on a train from London to the Lake District. Here, he meets an annoying, brown-eyed stranger. Warnings: homophobic language, smut, mentions of alcohol and swearing.

*tw suicide, self harm, negative* I'm sorry phil please come back to me I really need you right now (first book in the dear phil series!)