Gillian was not a stranger to hardships and difficult choices. From the death of her father, to an unexpected pregnancy, she continued to tread through life with her head held high- or perhaps that was just the facade she wanted everyone else to see. Broken and insecure, at fault of her boyfriend, Gillian finds loving herself to be a difficult task. But when a new face appears in her explicit place of work, she's finally shown life can be sweet, rather than unforgiving and bitter. (G!P)

"you're so..." saylor started to say, but she cut herself off with a sharp inhale. i narrowed my eyes, and i took my sucker out as i peered down at her. "so what, saylor?" she cut her eyes at me. "you're so fucking annoying." i hummed. "well, you can either suck it up and deal with me, or you can get the fuck out. i really couldn't care less either way," i shrugged as i popped my sucker back into my mouth. ========================== alex hale is cold, closed off, and brooding. due to their past, they have a hard time letting people in, trusting people, and opening up. they have less than healthy ways of coping. although saylor kincaid's past wasn't kind to her either, she's quite the opposite of alex. she's loving, too kind for her own good, and tries to see the best in everybody. regardless of how people have treated her, she still can't find it in her heart to not help them. what happens when saylor joins alex's band, which forces the two to constantly be around the other? will they learn to get over their clear differences, or were they doomed from the start? ========================== lowercase intended ========================== started: 11/20/2022 ended: 6/22/2023

she was one of the best songwriters the music industry has every seen. your favorite song to absolutely bawl your eyes out to? written by her. she'd one her first grammy at age 15 and her collection of awards only grew. the only problem was that nobody knew who she was. only known as "3s" on all social media platforms, she was a mystery to everyone. billie never struggled with coming up with lyrics. there was always something that she could write for people to relate to. but when she gets stuck with writersblock, she turns to the mystery writer for help. the biggest issue is billie cant accept the mystery that is of shay sloan sable. social media x real life fic billie x female oc

Rowan, a girl of a coy and passive nature, did not expect to be flung into someone else's life so abruptly- and graphically at that. It could have been anyone, but for a reason unknown to her, the universe chose her. The life she stepped into belonged to another girl, that to Rowan's dismay, was unaware of how prized of a possession she truly was. She did not value every breath she took or even the supple skin on her body. But her helpless soul was not to blame. Billie struggled with a list of issues doctors of all kinds were unable to diagnose. Everyday was a fight against her conscience and she feared, a day would come in which she would lose. In a way, the pair were star-crossed. Rowan knew the severity of Billie's situation and her undeniable inability to be helped, but still, she could never forgive herself if she had turned a blind eye and walked away after that single, dark and rainy night. She often questioned whether or not her actions were fueled by an honorable sense of selflessness or its much more complicated counterpart- selfishness.

A short story exploring the relationship between young Eilish and older Catherine. The story takes an insightful look into the dynamics often appearing in relationships with significant age gaps and the deception, manipulation, and enticement that accompanies it. Billie Eilish, a freshman collegian, takes up a babysitting job in an effort to create a dent in her student loans. A wealthy mom in a less-than-perfect marriage accepts Billie's offer and agrees to pay her generously for tending to her ten-year-old son, Benjamin. She quickly grows fond of Eilish and the two become dangerously close. Is there fate doomed from the start?

billie stumbles upon an instagram page of an anonymous girl who she quickly becomes infatuated with. the only problem is, 'art' has never revealed who she is to anyone. will unknownart reveal herself to billie when she discovers a huge secret? or will billie fall in love with the stranger and get her heart broken?

"i'm in a constant state of ecstasy with you." ============================== two broken souls heal each other. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== started: 4/9/2022 ended: 6/27/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅#3 in #billieeilish 6/20/2022 🏅#5 in #billie 6/20/2022

In a recent interview, tired and mentally drained, world renowned music artist, Billie Eilish recalls being "lost in the darkness" as she rose to fame. Although Billie is hesitant to admit it aloud, the soft-spoken Czech interviewer sees right through her and believes that period of her life never truly ended. Haven been quickly emotionally attached, Billie can't seem to stay away from the older woman and has yet to figure out why...

december, a new upcoming artist, finds out she's the opening act for billie eilish during her 'happier than ever' tour. she's so excited, practicing non stop and playing billie's song on repeat. when she steps on the flight the first night and finally meets the famous 'billie eilish', december finds out billie is nothing like she seems. she's horrible. and december learns why more and more people hate billie eilish. because eventually december hates her too.

"you know, i haven't been able to get you off my mind," i admitted quietly. my hands were fidgeting a bit nervously on the tabletop. "i told you, i'm unforgettable," billie smirked as she leaned across the table. her eyes stay locked onto mine as she gave me an effortlessly charming smirk. ============================== sage vance was doing just fine in life until billie eilish, who was persistent to say the least, waltzed into her life. ============================== lowercase intended ============================== g!p ============================== started: 2/4/2022 ended: 3/10/2022 ============================== achieved: 🏅 #1 in #wlw 3/7/2022