This is a list piled up by the mafia on what Chuuya should not do.

"What is love, and how do you get rid of it?" Dazai doesn't typically feel any emotions, at all- or at least he can't understand them. He hates that Chuuya makes him feel emotions, specifically the emotion of love, so he in turn despises Chuuya for it instead. And it's driving him crazy. "I won't let you get away this time." Chuuya is doing his best to get over Dazai, but as usual, nothing goes according to plan for him. No matter how much Chuuya tries to deny it or change them, he can't get rid of his feelings. So he finally does something different about it. Or: Dazai struggles with the concept of love, and his past catches up with him from how he chooses to deal with experiencing feelings and things he thinks he doesn't deserve as someone outside of humanity; and he makes it everyone's problem. ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ Bungo Stray Dogs Soukoku fanfic. Set in and after season 2, with various spoilers Mainly Soukoku, secondly Shin Soukoku, ft. RanPoe ⚠️⚠[Adult Intended Audience]⚠⚠️ [18+ mature themes and descriptions] ⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️ Mentions and Descriptions of: ⚠︎Alcohol ⚠︎Arson ⚠︎Bad Decisions ⚠︎Body Dysphoria ⚠︎Dazai's Dark Thoughts ⚠︎Death ⚠︎Depression ⚠︎Drugs/Smoking ⚠︎Fyodor Dostoevsky (and his pet clown) ⚠︎Gore ⚠︎Guns/Gun Fighting ⚠︎Murder ⚠︎Oda Sakunosuke ⚠︎Prostitutes ⚠︎Suicide ⚠︎Self Harm ⚠︎Severe Depression ⚠︎Sex ⚠︎Teen Soukoku ⚠︎Underage Intimacy (again, Teen Soukoku) ⚠︎Very Bad Decisions ⚠︎Violence ⚠️⚠️ DISCLAIMER: None of the images or characters are mine unless otherwise specified. Original side characters and minor refrences to characters and people from the lives and books of the real life authors that inspired BSD. Top Highest Ranking: #1 Soukoku #1 akutagawaxatsushi #1 doubleblack #2 dazaixchuuya #3 ranpoe #9 shinsoukoku #20 akutagawa #22 chuuyanakahara #42 atsushi #55 dazaiosamu

ᴛ ᴀ ɪ ɴ ᴛ ᴇ ᴅ ; + sᴄᴀʀs ᴏғ sᴏʀʀᴏᴡ ᴄᴀʀᴠᴇᴅ ᴛʜᴇ ʜᴇᴀʀᴛ. ᴏғ ᴡʜɪᴄʜ ʟᴏᴠᴇ ʙʀᴀɴᴅɪsʜᴇᴅ ᴀ ɴᴇᴡ ᴛᴀɪɴᴛɪɴɢ. AC ; era_pippi | twt/x TW ⚠️ || this story contains themes such as; - verbal abuse - alcohol abuse - suicide - toxic relationships [VII] - © seohonyx - #1 soukoku 1/28/20 🥺🥳 - #3 dazaixchuuya 7/16/20 💕 - #2 dazaixchuuya 7/19/20 💘 - #1 dazaixchuuya 7/23/20 - 7/28/20 😳❤️ 📍ᴘʟᴇᴀsᴇ ɴᴏᴛᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴛʜᴇ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡɪɴɢ ғᴀɴғɪᴄ ᴅᴏᴇs ɴᴏᴛ ғᴏʟʟᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀɴɪᴍᴇ ᴏʀ ᴍᴀɴɢᴀ. ɪɴsᴛᴇᴀᴅ ɪᴛ ᴡɪʟʟ ʙᴇ ʟᴏᴏsᴇʟʏ ʙᴀsᴇᴅ ᴏɴ ᴛʜᴇ ᴀᴄᴛᴜᴀʟ ʟɪғᴇ ᴏғ ᴏsᴀᴍᴜ ᴅᴀᴢᴀɪ. 📍ᴀʟsᴏ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ɪɴ ᴍɪɴᴅ ᴛʜᴀᴛ sᴏᴍᴇ ᴏғ ᴛʜᴇ ᴇᴠᴇɴᴛs ᴀɴᴅ ᴛɪᴍᴇʟɪɴᴇ ʜᴀᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴀʟᴛᴇʀᴇᴅ.

❝Well maybe you're right but if you hadn't have hurt me so much Dazai then maybe I would have been able to love you❞. 🦋 Warning for mentions of suicide, self-harm, drugs, sexual assault and violence 🦋 I wrote this when I was 17 and now I am 21 so shhhhhhh there may be grammar and punctuation mistakes

after dazai sees chuuya at their old spot, things change between the former partners