You, from a mass murderer family, agreed to make Dazai's wish come true and commit double suicide if he became your boyfriend for three whole months. but there's a catch: you plan to kill him before the time comes. ᴇᴀʀɴ ʜɪꜱ ᴛʀᴜꜱᴛ... ᴛʜᴇɴ ꜱᴛᴀʙ ʜɪᴍ ᴡʜᴇɴ ʜᴇ ʟᴇᴀꜱᴛ ᴇxᴘᴇᴄᴛꜱ ɪᴛ ⚠️𝑫𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒍𝒂𝒊𝒎𝒆𝒓 ⚠️ 𝒗𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒆𝒏𝒄𝒆 - 𝒔𝒕𝒓𝒐𝒏𝒈 𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒈𝒖𝒂𝒈𝒆 1st on #osamudazai (11/7/22) 1st on #dazaixreader (2/1/23) 1st on #dazai (17/1/23) 1st on #bungostraydogs (21/2/23) 1st on #bungo (3/3/23)

| And after the stupidity of foreshadowing, you, [Y/N], escape an orphanage and end up in the Port Mafia. Life is just a game, isn't it? Take the very few chances you have. After all, we're in this together, always.

❝ 𝐈𝐭 𝐰𝐚𝐬 𝐡𝐨𝐧𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐥𝐲 𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐛𝐨𝐭𝐡 𝐧𝐞𝐞𝐝𝐞𝐝. 𝑨 𝒓𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒐𝒏 𝒕𝒐 𝒔𝒕𝒂𝒚. ❞ - 𝐒𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲 𝐃𝐞𝐬𝐜𝐫𝐢𝐩𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧 - Another failed suicide attempt, for y/n that it is. Even with amnesia, she meets an old friend who surprisingly doesn't ask her for a double suicide. It's a story between two suicidal friends knowing each other 𝐀𝐥𝐥 𝕆𝕧𝕖𝕣 𝐀𝐠𝐚𝐢𝐧. 𝑺𝒕𝒂𝒓𝒕𝒆𝒅: 8 January 2021 𝑬𝒏𝒅𝒆𝒅: 6 April 2021 [ COMPLETED ]

Dazai / reader | Your heart is lost; he had eaten it. Trapped in his web, your memories stretched thin against the cradle of his fingers; you are at his mercy. He had stitched you to his heart, carefully, burying you in your own echo...that echo being another echo...He says that it was for your own good; yet you still feel the stab of the needle, the knife cutting the thread loose, only to tighten you against his chest, becoming one. At the end of the day, by a mirror, you would ask yourself: Who was I? Who am I? Eve or Adam: Eve from his brittle rib, or Adam for creating Dazai into the man he was now? But the person staring back wouldn't be you.

Takahashi Ren, one of the top spies in the Port Mafia, is assigned one last task before being promoted to Executive, but this job seems significantly harder than the rest. To collect information on Dazai Osamu, the youngest Executive in Port Mafia history who disappeared and joined the Armed Detective Agency... And there is swearing.

*this book can be read as a sequel to my book Little Doll (Mafia!dazai x reader) or on its own.* Time doesn't change everything and four years into their relationship, things are going well for Mori's old protégés. They've grown as people and learned to navigate their split lives but what will happen when the guild attacks, putting the pair on opposite sides against the same enemy? I do not own any bsd characters or plot lines began writing: november 20th 2023 first chapter published: january 18th 2024 completed: march 28th 2024

The Port Mafia's lion. The non-gifted ace in Mori's pocket. Akutagawa had heard stories, caught glimpses, but nothing ever could have prepared him for the reality. "No. No, don't say it. If you say it, it makes it real." *none of the characters or plot lines from bsd used are mine* Began: January 28th 2024 Completed: March 31st 2024

In which a young author comes home after a long time away and gets a job at a bar. It is there she meets her muse. She has been lying to herself for years. In which a young mafia executive enters said bar, seeing the first new face behind the counter in a long time. It is there he meets his idol. He has been lying to himself for years. If either bothered to look, they would see their own gaze reflected in the other's eyes. Will they be able to break down their own defenses? Will they want to? BSD does not in any way belong to me. Began: March 24 2024 Ended: January 30th, 2025

Mori's double edged blade, his protégé twin flames, his own chaotic desire manifested. How could he have anticipated something like this? They had each been molded to perfection by his cruel hand after all. And yet, at the same time, how could anyone have expected anything different? They were both so young and so hungry after all. *childhood friends to lovers aka starts when they're like twelve and goes until they're eighteen. there is a book 2 with them as adults called shark* none of the characters or plot lines from BSD belong to me. started: november 4th 2023 completed: January 18th 2024 sequel began: january 18th 2024

The slow destruction of a perpetual optimist. Dazai hated her, that's what it had to be. He hated her for her joy, for her seemingly endless well of love, for that smile that always seemed to hover at the corners of her mouth, just out of sight, poised to pounce on its next victim. How could one single person have so much joy? How was she allowed to be like that when he was... well, how he was? Dazai hated her, he hated Y/n. It had to be hate because he had nothing else to give. It had to be hate because hunger, his constant state, felt like nothing but numbness to him now, just as everything else did except for hate and Y/n most certainly made him feel something making hatred the only option. It had to be hate. It had to be. *THIS STORY WAS ORIGINALLY GOING TO BE A KIDNAPPING TRAJECTORY BUT INSTEAD I GOT CAUGHT IN THE AFTER RATHER THAN THE BEFORE. VERY ANGSTY. TW FOR SELF HARM, SUICIDAL IDEATION, KIDNAPPING, ETC.* WARNING: Yandere story. TWs will be posted as is normal, excluding cannon typical violence. Started: July 18 2024 First chapter posted: December 6th 2024 Completed: On Hiatus