(Akaashi Keiji x Reader) He regretted not saying those stupid words. He knew your greatest insecurity was not being good enough, and here he just let you walk out that door, feeling as if you weren't enough. But you were enough. You were everything and even more. He was overtaken by a wave of anguish that hit him, he let you disappear out that door because of his own fears. His greatest fear was loving someone, only to have them leave, taking a piece of his heart with them. But now, he realized what fear crippled him the most, letting the person he loved more than anything walk out of his life because he refused to say those 3 words. He wanted you to see every part of him, the best and the worst. He needed you to love him inside out, which you so desperately desired. A part of him died once you walked out that door, you were his whole world, and he was yours. He just hoped it wasn't too late to say I love you.

࿐ྂ ✧ life is complicated. love is complicated. y/n was just a regular average twenty-four year old trying to survive in the idol industry along with other singers, dancers, and actors. her career was going well...until they had came into it. her love life was already complicated enough...but this was different. ✧ before you read this fanfic, please know that a lot of the characters, mostly suna and akaashi is TOXIC. if you cannot handle abuse, sexual themes or vulgar language then this fanfic is not for you! complete CNC! 「 based on the song: close by nick jonas 」

── go to sleep. female reader. angst.