Hassliebe (noun) - a feeling swaying between love and hate. Warning: nsfw, strong language, triggering content, angst

For the first time I'm singing of love, For the first time I give up contention. -Sergei Esenin Dazai Osamu x Reader one shot book

If I were to describe you, I would say that you are my favorite flowers and that musical, that I have watched thousands of times, but still love with all my heart. You are my favorite book and my favorite smell. You are a cup of hot chocolate after a cold day and a kiss under the rain. You are the constellation, that I see every night, when I look out of my window and photographs, that make me cry, when I look at them «Who knows? Is this the start of something wonderful and new? Or one more dream that I cannot make true?»

So I've got a lot to say: This is a slowly progressing romance, Dazai x reader of course! Oops spoiler (๑>◡<๑) I'm not crazy about fast-pacing romances. They feel artificial, so I'm taking my time with this one which may be new to some of you. It's my first time writing a fanfic for this site, so tell me what you all think or something you'd like to see in upcoming parts! It gets a bit violent, so if your sensitive to that stuff be cautious! (Sorry the cover isn't too pretty, I tried (*ﾟ∀ﾟ*) Also, I'm focusing more on the plot/ character development for the time being, so don't expect too much mushy stuff. (I don't paragraph space between quotes in fan fictions or else it would be waaaay too long because I tend to write a lot... so all you grammar nazis, just know I did this intentionally) I had a lot of fun writing it, so I hope you like it!

A young girl is caught up in the middle of a fiasco, and soon ends up having to fear for her own life. Scared, and running from mafia, she is pulled into protection by the Armed Detective Agency. The relationships she forms with the members are comforting to her, and help her cope through her fears. But soon, a new relationship is formed. A different and exciting one, with the one and only Dazai Osamu.

❝ My past has tasted bitter For years now. ❞ As he held the gun, he asked the young man on the floor who was bleeding to death. "Would you like me to kill you, or would you want to suffer for about five more minutes?" The man nodded his head. "P-please, kill me." ❝ The blood on my hands scares me to death. ❞ The dark hair colored man shot the blonde man. He was smiling, while his eyes were filled with such satisfying joy. His finger kept pressing on the trigger as more bullets pierced into the dead body when a orange hair man kicked the gun out of his hands. ❝ I'll be good, I'll be good. ❞ His eyes were the same as your father's. You were a mere 15 year old when you have met your savior. The man who comforted you, and became your salvation. His white bandages, the way his eyes would glisten when he talked to you, and his strong arms wrapped around you. Will he become a good man if he stays in the mafia? Will he find what he achieves? You wondered. All you wanted was his happiness. [ Finished. ] No.1 on Kunikida; 03/26/22.

{EDIT} I've changed this to Bungou Stray Dogs x Reader because I've been getting ideas for the other characters and I didn't want to create another book! Many of the stories will still be about Dazai but I'll be putting some other characters in here as well! ( ' ▽ ' )ﾉ I've also changed the story to "Mature" (☆▽☆) "As much as I love writing about a Yandere Dazai-san I also wanted to write more fluff! Stories will mostly be cute scenarios and maybe some angst ones. Requests and recommendations are welcome! If you want a certain scenario I'll be happy to write about it. (｡'▽'｡)♡"

You feel yourself being torn apart, plagued by the dark and murky remnants of your past. An illness, more mental than physical, engulfs you as you drown in the unclear waters of your own mind. Tucked away in an unfamiliar part of the city, Dazai Osamu comes across a seemingly normal bar. As he becomes acquainted with the owner of the bar; a mysterious girl with piercing glass-like amethyst eyes and snow white hair, he comes to realize that there is more than what meets the eye to the mysterious girl. As time passes being by the side of Dazai Osamu, secrets of your past start to unfold. Dark secrets which were meant to never be known start to unravel as a road covered by blood and destruction welcomes you with open arms. "I have long been forsaken for I am a monster in human skin." ✿❀ ✿ Highest rankings: Ranked #1 in #bsd ! Ranked #1 in #DazaiOsamu ! Ranked #3 in #Mentaldisorder ! Dazai Osamu X Reader♡ Story contains slight angst and dark themes such as gore. |A pikachuu001 storyline| All rights reserved|