"Secrets I have held in my heart are harder to hide than I thought..." AM AU

[01/07/2021] - [13/04/2023] "You can't keep going around like a fucking maniac and treating me like shit. That isn't how relationships work," Sophia's voice was havoc as she verbalized her emotions. "That isn't how we work..." Tired, vulnerable and agitated at not only him, but herself. How could she let herself get this far, in such little time? He looked down, ashamed, not wanting to respond. His heart felt like it was beating faster than it should've. "I forgot how it felt to love you." As soon as those words were uttered from Sophia's lips, his world broke apart. Gone, in just a matter of seconds. - - - When Sophia Adam moves to a new town, she wishes nothing more than a boring, new life, to separate herself from her past. Moving meant completing university and getting a clerkship with a judge. Moving meant making refreshing new friends, and meeting a mysterious guy that seems hell-bent on getting to know her. To Sophia, moving to a new town was everything she imagined and more. She just didn't expect her past to follow.

You may think that moving on from one relationship to another would be easy. But is it really? Are we really willing to let go from the past so easily? Just when you think that you are ready to move on with the new and exciting, the old and comfortable hits you back hard, and you find yourself stuck in between... Contains strong language, swearing, alcohol use, mature content

After losing all her family members in a mysterious accident, Eleanor takes a spontaneous trip to Los Angeles to help herself move on from past events. Only to find herself staying in a hotel with a worldwide Famous, British rockstar. And as the twisting story of her family unfolds, the two paths belonging to Eleanor and Alex just keep crossing. "Then there's Alex and Eleanor, Both utterly consumed by one another As their love for eachother grows More and more as a new day passes by." *WARNINGS: THIS STORY CONTAINS DRUG MISUSAGE, VIOLENCE, MATURE LANGUAGE AND GRAPHIC TEXTUAL IMAGES, NOT SUITABLE FOR CERTAIN AUDIENCES*

Three things. A boy who loves to piss her off. A girl who loves to annoy him. And them understanding what it's like to feel love, while being scared of it at the same time [I flick his forehead with my pointer finger, "You're an ass," He leans down further near my ear so only I can hear him. "Y'know you're kinda cute when you're pissed."]

A series of fortunate coincidences and unfortunate encounters, and vice versa; a blissful chaos of four girls interrupted by loud neighbours, tall, dark, and handsome strangers, and luminous fairy people; a hunt for love, freedom, and self. This is Seattle and it's 1988. Hold on.

A•tel•o•pho•bia | -The fear of imperfection; the fear of never being good enough. 🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪🔪 Judas 'Jude' Campbell hates the world. Being abandoned by his parents at an extremely young age, he's been in and out the system, facing all types of abuse, until he ran away. Now Jude has developed an appetite for murder, what will happen when he breaks into a mans house, with the intent to murder, only to find he has a young woman locked in his basement?

He cheated on Her so now She is searching comfort from Her bandmate. And then there is the new neighbour.. Will She be able to think straight in the middle of chaos and rock music? Is it going to be a love triangle or even love hexagon? Contains strong language, swearing, alcohol use, mature content

As if being secretly in love with her best friend isn't hard enough, when that friend seems destined for fame and fortune, where does that leave Leila? Leila McKinnon and James Hetfield have been inseparable since they were kids. Best friends no matter what, helping each other through whatever life throws at them. For Leila though, feelings have deepened beyond friendship, but can she risk everything for the thing she wants most of all...James' heart? Will she keep getting so close to her dream, only to watch it slip away time and again? *Please do not copy without my permission. Real people in this book do not belong to me, but I do own all characters created specifically for this story.

A completely fictitious, made-up story set in an authentic version of 1991, where 21 year old student Sam is awakened by Eddie. Full of smut, band/singer references, authentic details, peak era Eddie and a reasonably ok, legible storyline, I hope. Escapist silliness, smut and nostalgia for Vedder/grunge fans who need a little cheering up xx