deku. deku. deku. that's all he'll ever be, a deku. an idiot. a worthless piece of trash who belongs on the streets. who belongs in the ocean and deserves to die. he wants to fulfil his dream, make his dad proud. he also wants to die, to fulfil what he wants. kacchan. kacchan. kacchan. a person who's amazing. who deserves to be at the top. who deserves what he has. deku has been getting bullied by kacchan for years. he doesn't want to live. he won't admit it, but he loves it when he gets hurt. bullied. abused. starved. more. he deserves pain. he's sinned. he has a crush on kacchan. he hasn't made anyone proud. he hasn't done any good. he's a deku. warning!! •depression •anxiety •suicidal/suicide •cutting •gay •death •self doubt •more no smut! no quirks AU singer AU suicidal deku AU bakudeku i don't have an updating schedule so i'll update whenever don't hate! if you don't like it, please leave! :) i dont remember if it is or not but be warned from a year and a half from the last update its probably discontinued - only says completed so you can archive it 🚨CRINGE ASF IM SORRY - 2 years later me🚨

Izuku Midoriya went blind when he was six years old, but he didn't let that stop him from becoming a hero and destroying All For One. Katsuki Bakugo his childhood bully, realized he hadn't been the nicest to Midoriya. To make it up he shows Midoriya the world without him needing his sight to see. (The titles represent whos perspective its in. Keep in mind when I first started writing this I didn't think anyone would read it so warning the first few chapters are alittle weird.)

This is a bnha story heavly based off of the song My R. If you don't know what it is go listen to it. It's amazing. Also this is very depressing and mentions of self harm and suicide are everywhere. So if you don't like that or it is a trigger then don't read it. Like at all. Also the art isn't mine unless I specifically say it is! 😊

2 months ago Midoriya was taken from UA and tortured. He has to live with these painful memories while also struggling with his inner demons. Read more to find out. Not for the faint of heart. Am I insane or am I drowning in the agony? **There will be a lot of fluff through out the story idk about smut though** * suicide , self harm, and rape warnings * ((The story gets better as it progresses))

⚠️W A R N I N G⚠️ This story contains: self harm suicide eating disorder depression rape etc. One of those Depressed stories yeeyee and one of those bakudeku stories if you wanna know what happens just read the story lol. highest Ranks: #185 depressed #4 depresseddeku #47 katsudeku #31 dekubaku #145 BakuDeku Yes I made the cover all by myself(not the art so creds to owners) but the editing I did that. so pls give credits if u repost/use Update: Part 1: complete Part 2: complete Part 3: complete Part 4: complete Part 5: complete Part 6: complete Part 7: complete Part 8: complete Part 9 complete Part 10: complete Extra part: complete

Also I suggest reading the manga before reading this book because it has some MAJOR spoilers! THIS STORY IS UNDER BEING RE-WRITTEN SO PLEASE DON'T FREAK OUT IF A CHAPTER GOES MISSING! .:Story:. Staring down at the piece of laminated plastic in his hands; snow white teeth stretched as wide as it could be with happy lines formed under his dark eye bags. He couldn't believe it. After those gruesome hours of training of not only his quirk (is it really mine if it was given?), but his body as well, he was finally able to achieve his first goal. Or would he call it his third? Stumbling through his hero journey, Midoriya needs to figure a few things out. Will he figure those things out with someone he had always interacted with? .:Content Warning:. - Implied/Mentions Self Harm/Body Mutilation - Implied/Mentions of Sexual Assault - Includes Self Deprecating Thoughts - Implied/Mentions of Death - Includes/mentions Panic/Anxiety Attacks - Slur Usage/Homophobic and Transphobic comments - Implied/Mentions Abuse - Implied/Mentions of Neglect (More to be added) Open the story to read what happens!!

‼️Second book of the series‼️ This is the story of how I became one of the worlds most hated villains.Im known as Red Death. I disappeared from the map almost 3 years ago. And I just returned a few months ago. I'm huge already. The world hates me. And I hate the world. Win win,right? Unedited- sorry!

Major A/N: I wrote this when I was like 14 and I didn't think it through at the time- but someone did point out that the way I referred to rape as non-consensual sex was wrong. They were right. Rape isn't non-consensual sex- it isn't sex in general- it's just forcing someone into doing something they don't want to do. It's inhumane. Because of this, I will most likely be re-writing this book with an altered plot. I apologize to anyone who viewed this as an inappropriate display of writing, and I apologize to anyone who may have been negatively effected by it. ••• "What about you 'Deku'?Are you still a little virgin?"Bakugo mocked. Midoriya sat there in silence and stared into Bakugos eyes. Seconds past and soon Midoriya grabbed his bag,swung it over his shoulder,and walked out of the cafeteria.Avoiding all teachers and ignoring everything they said as he was leaving without permission. Leaving his tray at the table,he walked down the hallway and a single glistening tear rolled down his cheek. "Not if you mean consensual sex."Midoriya mumbled as he walked down the the dim silent hall. • Izuku Midoriya is a 16 year old student at AU.He has had a tragic past and was diagnosed with severe depression at the age of 13. This is his story. ••• ⚠️CAUTION⚠️ This story will include: •Rape• •Depression• •Self harm• •Suicide• •Overdose• •Abuse• •Drug abuse• •Alcoholism• •Lots or swear words• •Eating problems• •Gore• Please don't read if you may be affected by any of these topics in a harmful way 👉👈 ❤️

Izuku has been abused hurt by his parents when he was younger but when he was 8 he got into some deep shit with some people and for 5 years he was Tortured but one day he was found in a training camp then no other then class 1-a?

This includes ⚠️Rape⚠️ ⚠️Abuse⚠️ If you don't like this I suggest that you dont read this (Also I would like it if you could point out my mistakes)