𝐒𝐄𝐐𝐔𝐄𝐋 𝐓𝐎 𝐈𝐍𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐆𝐑𝐀𝐌 𝐇𝐚𝐯𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚 𝐛𝐚𝐛𝐲 𝐜𝐚𝐧 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐞 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠. ©️2018, (_cigarettrs) All rights reserved.

In his second year of university Louis Tomlinson is battling depression and barely managing to stay afloat financially. Meanwhile Harry Styles who is known by everyone and invited everywhere is fighting his own battle and convincing himself to be someone he's not. When Zayn, Louis's roommate has Louis do him a favour in exchange for the months rent, the two lost souls meet. -I just want to mention here that there is a trigger warning I won't mention if triggering topics are in certain chapters- but please note there will be mention of depression, self harm, substance and drug abuse.- This is also the first book I've written so please be nice! Ok that's all!!

The year is 2018, two years after One Direction went on hiatus, and also two years after Louis and Harry went their separate ways. Truth be told, they went their separate ways already a few months before that. They just pretended they were still on good terms so their fans wouldn't get suspicious. What happened between the two is something neither of them wants to talk about, and they haven't spoken a word to each other since the day the band went on hiatus. Now, two years later, Louis has just accepted the offer of being a judge in The X Factor. What he doesn't expect, though, is that he isn't the only one out of the members of One Direction who has accepted the offer. Harry has too. What will happen when the two have to spend time together after two years of not talking to each other? And what if one of the other judges is someone Louis has always been jealous of considering his close friendship with Harry? © 2021 Pauline (Larrys_Girl), All Rights Reserved. Highest Rankings: #1 in ONEDIRECTION 12/2-21 #1 in HARRYSTYLES 15/5-21 #1 in HARRY 20/5-22 #1 in LARRY 3/4-22 #1 in LARRYSTYLINSON 5/1-22 #1 in TOMLINSON 4/5-21 #1 in LOUIS 9/5-21 #1 in STYLINSON 31/1-22 #1 in XFACTOR 4/8-21 #2 in LOUISTOMLINSON 25/01-22 #4 in WATTPAD 17/12-21 #277 in FANFICTION 17/5-21

'You're such a fat pig' reads a tweet aimed at Louis. "Thanks I know, that's why I don't eat and when I do I throw it up" I think to myself. ------- "Why isn't Louis his happy go lucky normal self anymore" I think to myself worriedly. "I'm going to find out what's bothering and I'm not going to stop until I fix it" I promise myself, thinking fondly of the smaller yet older boy, who I think I like but know he wouldn't like me back, after all he's straight right? ------- This is a story of how Louis travels down the road of anorexia and bulimia until he reaches breaking point and doesn't know if there's any return. Smut af.

[sequel to love me, please?] harry is the popular boy at school, loved by everyone and enjoying his life. louis is the quiet, shy but unbelievably gorgeous boy who makes a certain curly boy fall deeply in love with him. the only problem is, they've never talked before. so what happens when a frog crushes on a hedgehog? only, this time the story is told through the eyes of the blue-eyed boy. aka a larry stylinson high school au

Louis forgot about Him. Even if he thinks about Him, He's the past. Until the other band members decide it's a good idea to reunite again. He will have to see Him again. Or What if Louis and Harry reunited after the hiatus...

"Why do you want to kill yourself?" Harry asked cautiously, watching as Louis' frown slowly turned into a grin. "Why don't you want to kill yourself?" He asked, tilting his head to the side and watching Harry's reaction. Harry took a deep breath before answering, "So I can live." Louis laughed, "I want to kill myself so I can die." In that moment Harry realized something, Louis was broken beyond repair. However, he was never going to give up on trying to put his broken pieces back together. Warnings: self harm, anorexia, bulimia, attempted suicide, etc. Please know what I do not, in any way, encourage self harm or suicide.

INWHICH LOUIS FINDS himself pregnant with Harry's baby after a particularly unpleasant reunion via Harry's hotel room during the actual one direction ten year reunion. Tensions arise between not only the two, but the rest of the band members as five years of unsolved problems come to the surface as they struggle to overcome past issues.

It's the day Directioners everywhere are screaming, the day that social media is exploding, It's the day where the world is going crazy. It's the the day One Direction are getting back together. *** Within the band tensions are high. Harry and Louis didn't exactly leave on great terms. But what on earth happened to Louis on hiatus to make him so different? Will the boys manage to sort out their problems? Or will it be the end of One Direction for good? Trigger Warning - Includes detailed self harm.