Life is hard through the past, future, and present. The selfish and cruel world of a young teen trying to survive. She was never suppose to be here in the first place, as everyone had told her. The only escape she had from her life was music. She was bullied what seemed like forever. Will Someone help her out or will they make it all worse? Will the only thing she has left be her music? Her escape from her life? Or will she have someone by her side to help her through the rough times?

"Give me ten days, and I can give you ten reasons not to die." Evan paused. "And if I can't change your mind by then, you can go jump off that cliff."

A poetry collection where I take my lived experience with mental illness and the strange moments that make me question if I'm Mad, and put them out on the page. It is my hope that someone going through similar PTSD recovery like me will get something from this as well. If I feel a content warning is needed, I will put one in for that specific entry. Enjoy. :)

a book of my personal poems

just a place for me to share my thoughts