┊͙✧˖*°࿐ ❝𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐯𝐚𝐥❞ ▌ ˋ°•*⁀➷ this is my revival¹ ◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢◤◢ ━━━━･ ❪ 𝘣. 𝘦𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩 ❫ ･━━━━ ━━ ▏𝗜𝗡 𝗪𝗛𝗜𝗖𝗛. . . an instagram livestream changed their lives ▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃▃ 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫. ╭ ╮ 𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄 𝐀𝐆𝐀𝐈𝐍 ━━ 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘴: 𝗺𝗮𝗿𝗰𝗵, 𝟮𝟬𝟭𝟵 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘶𝘴 : 𝗢𝗡 𝗚𝗢𝗜𝗡𝗚. . . ❪ 𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘪𝘦 𝘦𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘴𝘩 x 𝘧!𝘰𝘤 ❫ 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘳𝘵𝘦𝘥 : 𝗝𝗨𝗟𝗬 𝟮𝟳𝗧𝗛, 𝟮𝟬𝟮𝟭━━━ 𝘉𝘖𝘖𝘒 𝟭 ━━━━━━━━ © 𝗮𝗻𝗻𝗮𝗯𝗿𝗯𝗰𝗰 , 𝟸𝟶𝟸𝟷 ╰ ╯

A soft love. A loud world. And a forever worth fighting for. "I thought we were keeping this quiet?" "We are," she said carefully. "But not invisible."

No one warns you about what happens when you fall in love with your best friend. Lydia Hale was 17 when she fell in love with Billie Eilish and even at 21, Lydia's feelings had never gone away. After Billie had started to feel it too, it caused a rift between them and they stopped speaking. What happens when the former best friends run into each other at a music festival after almost two years?

In the heart of LA, a shy skater with big dreams and unfinished beats crosses paths with Billie Eilish. What starts as late nights, music, and quiet moments turns into something deeper - a slow-burn love story about creativity, connection, and being truly seen.

Life at home is messy. My dad, once a high-flying lawyer, lost it all-fired, drunk, bitter, thinking the world owes him. My mom's sharp, always on edge, juggling her own shit while keeping us three kids-me, Emmy in college, and Trevor, nine-mostly sane. Trauma lingers like smoke. I thought I had no escape...until I found this anonymous group online. A place where people just dump their secrets, their mess, their shame-no judgment. Just words floating in the void. And I start sharing. Then I met her. Just a username at first. A friend, maybe. Someone who actually gets it. But she wasn't just a friend. Not even close. Turns out...she's a ten-time Grammy winner. Billie. Billie fucking Eilish.

Billie rises fast inside an unforgiving industry, her life expanding until there is no space left to be private. Fame does not save her. Every feeling is louder, everything more visible, every moment lived under watch. She learns how to perform strength while carrying a darkness she refuses to name, terrified that if she lets it surface, it will consume her. The world keeps asking for more of her, even as she is quietly unraveling. Nat remains behind, rooted in a place that never opens for her. Stripped of choice and opportunity, she clings to her creativity as proof that she still exists. Her life is small, quiet, and heavy. She survives by disappearing inward, haunted by the sense that something essential has already passed her by. Around her neck hangs a key, a symbol of what she has always believed she was waiting for, though she no longer knows what door it belongs to, or if it will ever open. Years later, when their lives intersect again, love does not arrive as salvation. It arrives as tension. As longing. As fear. Their connection becomes both refuge and risk, forcing them to confront the parts of themselves they've learned to hide. Together, there is desire, guilt, shame, and the terrifying realization that loving someone does not mean you know how to stay alive for them. TRIGGER WARNING🔐 heavy sexual themes various mentions of: sh, suicide ideation, truama, depression, etc. Slow burn, friends to lovers, gxg.

Billie Eilish walks into a tattoo shop at 1:12 a.m. She doesn't want ink. She doesn't want pictures. She just doesn't want to be alone. Nyx Calder works nights for a reason. Silence suits her. Pain doesn't scare her. And famous girls with haunted eyes aren't her problem-until Billie keeps coming back. What starts as late-night conversations and borrowed cigarettes turns into something heavier. Something dangerous. Billie is unraveling under the weight of her own mind-depression, insomnia, intrusive thoughts she never talks about. Nyx doesn't try to save her. She just stays. Hands steady. Voice low. Presence grounding. But intimacy gets complicated when one of you belongs to the world, and the other refuses to. Still Breathing Next to You is a slow-burn, WLW story about desire, mental illness, control, and choosing to stay alive when someone finally sees you in the dark.

"At first, their love was flawless-safe, warm, unshakable. But as Billie's career pulls her further from home, the distance grows, and with it, reckless choices. Caught between passion and toxicity, along with enemies. Now they must face the question: is love enough to survive the price of fame?" ⚠️ This story contains mature language, dominance, and other adult content. Reader discretion is advised.

Eleanor never planned on getting pulled into the music industry's chaos-she just planned on surviving hiding her true passion. But when her dad becomes the new manager for rising pop phenomenon Billie Eilish, everything in her quiet, predictable life flips overnight. Tour buses. Rehearsals. Backstage corridors that smell like perfume and adrenaline. And Billie herself. What starts as obligation becomes connection. What starts as silence becomes something louder than either of them can ignore. Or that falling for a girl who lives inside a spotlight won't burn everything down. - Top ranks- #1 in #billieeilish on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishoconnell on 12/16/25 #1 in billieeilishmusic on 12/16/25 #1 in dsam on 12/25/25 #2 in billieeilishpiratebairdoconnell on 12/16/25 #2 in hmhas on 12/25/25

Evangeline always found herself wandering through countless books, her aim only one. To find something worth her attention. Was that love? Hate? Was it the passion that brought the characters closer to eachother? She never thought she would write something that would only explode and draw attention that much, that her whole world would change. A fantasy, countless hours over her computer writing, bringing only the right people towards her.