When Tom finally hits rock bottom, he decides he doesn't want to suffer anymore . But he can't do it himself, so he hires an assassin to kill him within a year. Little does he know before his year is up he meets a certain Norwegian stranger who changes his life. (TRIGGER WARNINGS: dark themes of suicide, depression and self harm. Some eating disorders may be touched on.) (Cover Image was made by myself -it's pretty bad but I'd rather not steal someone else's art-)

(highschool AU) Tords POV me and my dad's have just moved to England from Norway since I was given a scholarship at a school here for gifted children. yeah right. I was just the smartest kid there and they didn't have any lessons I couldn't struggle with. so they sent me here. Assholes. we also came because of bullies. I wasn't bullied. I was a Bully. I was feared by teachers as well as the students. No one wants to tangle with. Tord Comune. no one likes being on my bad side. That's quite dangerous. *KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK!* I hear at the door. "I'm coming!" I yelled before I walk to the front door of our new house. I open the Door to see three people. they look about my age. the on in the front had hair covering their eyes, a grey t-shirt, tan shorts and green shoes. the next one on his left had ginger hair, purple glasses, a green dress shirt and purple pants. he was Tall. Then the one on the right. Something about him. It's so interesting. and.. mysterious. He had gravity defying hair. he had Two black voids where his eyes should be. he wore spiked braclets and a skull t-shirt. Grey pants and checkered vans. he was so mysterious. "Hi! I'm Edd and these are my friends Matt and Tom!" He said as he pointed to each of the people behind him. Matt waved with a slight smile and Tom waved and gave me a warm smile. It made my heart flutter. I need to find out more about him. Tom. He. Is. Mine.

Tom sat in the darkness coughing up blood, the taste of it metallic and bitter his tounge... [Conitue reading for more~]

tord has been diagnosed with depression and goes to stupid therapy every single day. he barely sees colors anymore, everything seems like it's in black and white. the only get away from his illness is music, creating his own personal oasis for him to get away. tom of course makes nothing better, using ever chance he gets to antagonize tord. with arguing in the way, the two don't realize how much they're alike. a demon and a monster, with much of the same personalities and heart. (cover by p-nim on twitter)

tom deems his life is at an end, but is still hopeful. he turns to the suicide hotline for help, but accidently falls in love with the hotliner. does the hotliner feel the same way? fabulous art by scaeryy on instagram. suicidal!tom x tord

(Futrue Tomtord) Red Leader, Tord, Is the leader of an army known as The Red Army. In the Red Army history he's the most powerful leader yet. Thomas, Tom, is the second in charge of the army and gets to work along side with the Leader which is an Honor. To Tom it wasn't. Tord treated him like his schedule worker and mostly bosses him around. Tom doesn't like how he is treated, but he can't argue with the most powerful leader of the Armies history. The leader wont let him go on Wars either. Tord treats him like this for a reason of "Protection" that Tom will soom find out.

*COMPLETED* Has TOMTORD and Mattedd. Contains suicidal thoughts, mental disorders and cussing. If you don't like that dont bother reading. As the sky gets red I hear the pericing sound of wind blowing against my face. I slowly open my eyes and stare at my chest. I can only make out a blue cylinder with blood on it as I crash to the ground. TOMTORD MEANS DOM TOM AND SUB TORD. TORDTOM MEANS DOM TORD AND SUB TOM. This book contains tomtord. Matt 6'3 Tom 6'1 Tord 5'7 Edd 5'4 (lol) I ship the characters not the real people. Their last names have been changed. Edd Hershima Matt Draqlon Tom Jackson Tord Jenks (Don't ask I'm bad with names lol)

Takes after end| Tords depressed, he's changed. Tords been doing some crap and seeing things, he's always having nightmares that haunt him. So one day Tord finally tries to go find the gang and apologize to them, but he's to scared to confront Tom. What if he chose the wrong time to apologize, what will happen next?|WARNING: familiar to Suicide and things close to that. THIS IS MALE x MALE IF YOU DONT SUPPORT DONT READ!

(Sequel to 'Who Are You?') After what happened to Tord's friends, he decided to go search for them and find out what happened to them. He didn't know what to do at first, but then he decided to get help from his parents, Paul and Patryck. They, of course, wanted to help Tord with finding his friends... But what if he finds out that his friends betrayed him and were actually never his friends after all? Or is it really true..?

After the incident, it seems like everything has gone back to normal, except for one person, Tord. After he was shot down by the person he cared about most, Tom, he has been struggling with his own life. Everything he ever had was gone, and his life was in shambles. Things couldn't get any worse, could they? After many tragic incidents and obstacles, will anyone ever forgive him? (Mild Language included/Trigger warnings as well/ Blood.) Read at your own risk. -DISCONTINUED STORY- I'm really sorry to say this, but I am finally discontinuing this story I've worked so hard on. Even though I am quite disappointed in myself, I know you all as readers are in even more than myself. So, I'll leave the book up for you readers to enjoy, and like I said before, I am incredibly sorry, life is so unbelievably hard and sh*tty right now, that I'm unable to motivate myself to write more chapters. Despite my struggles, I'm glad I could make all of your days a little but better by publishing my book, and thank you all so much for reading it. NOTE- NOT UP FOR ADOPTION.