The cover was made by @LittlexLauren a big thanks to them for that Before I start if you say you weren't attracted to him you lie. I mean come on we were all attracted to him in some aspect. "Are you stupid?" General Leia asked you appaled at you volunteering to lead the rebel mission. "I can do this!" You shouted. You were a sort of Apprentice to the general. Your parents were killed along with the rest of your village, you had no clue why anyone would kill them hell you didn't even know your parents you were no more than a month old when they were killed. The resistance searched the wreckage of your village and found you hidden in a crate, Leia has been a sort of mother to you since. I have been wanting to write an X Reader for ages and I just saw the force awakens (writing this like the day it came out) so I thought "hey he's hot and evil so why not" (I like villains okay!don't judge me!) Btw like my other books there shall be no smut *booing from the distance*

//~Part 1 of the Shattered Secret Dyad~\\ ((TW: Pregnancy..... started this at the age of 14 back in 2015 so please bear with me)) ---------- "It's the secrets that we keep that seem to destroy the world around us," I say, hoping my fear was well hidden. "Says the girl who kept a secret from me for six years," Ren snarls back. --------- You were small when you first met Ben Solo, the boy with the Dark hair, your best friend. You've known him all your life, sharing countless memories together. But one day, he says he has to leave to train to be a Jedi with his Uncle Luke. He promises to return, and the night before he leaves is one you would never forget. But you leave the planet of Corellia you've called home only after two months goes by, and that's when the secrets start. A year passes, and word is spread that Ben has fallen to the Dark Side, killing all of the Jedi Padawans Luke had trained. Devastated, you return to the only home you've ever known for the comforting of General Leia. Five years pass when you finally come face to face with Kylo Ren, your secrets trailing behind you like the cape on his back.

let the past die. kill it, if you have to. A princess. A Commander. A trained weapon that will obey any command. A mission to unite the First Order and a kingdom. A marriage forged by the Supreme Leader Snoke. An unexpected chain of faded memories from a past life. BOOK I in the CRIMSON series.

Book II - Six years after the events of Home and both (y/n) and Kylo continue to grow more powerful together in many ways. With their bond and strong urges to protect and defend each other in battles, they remain undefeated and with Starkiller Base almost finished to be used against their enemies, it seems as if the end of the war is nearing with The First Order claiming victory. But Luke Skywalker is still in hiding and the one Snoke claims will rise in power against them remains unable to be located, which means the tides of the war can easily be changed.... Warning: angst, violence, blood, torture

Book I - The First Order has risen from the ashes of The Empire and with it a new ruler.. Supreme leader Snoke. The war once again resumes between the light and dark but Snoke has the upper hand with his very first apprentice at his side. She's powerful with the force and merciless to her enemies. So how will she react when Kylo Ren finally joins the dark side? Will she find him as a threat? Or will she finally find peace in a war ridden galaxy? Set before the the events of Episode 7 (The Force Awakens) Warning: Contains mentions of violence, torture, and blood ∼ ≫ ∼ ≫ ∼ ≫ ∼ Snoke slowly responds. "Rise, Ren." Kylo returns to his towering height, allowing Snoke to continue. "This is my apprentice, the commander of this ship. (Y/n) (l/n)." Kylo cocks his head slightly to the left to look at you, uncomfortable with the attention you fold your arms across your chest. "She will be continuing your training tomorrow, up until I return. You have much to learn in the ways of the dark side, so there will be no time to waste." He looks back up to Snoke and nods his head forward. "Yes master, as you wish."

Being with the Resistance wasn't always easy, you were continously faced with obstacles. One obstacle being your love, the one you had loved since the very beginning. "He's gone" you say, trying hard to convince yourself that the one you had loved had turned. He'd turned into such a terrible monster you couldn't bare to think about it. "Ben Solo is gone" ▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪▪ 《There are a few direct quotes from The Force Awakens, so those words do not belong to me.》 《This is MY own work so, simply do not steal it and we won't have any problems.》 《Also I've done most of this story on my phone so I apologize for any autocorrects and typos in advance.》