"Nea did I upset you? Because I feel like you don't like my presence" Pumalakpak ako sa utak ako. Wow. Di naman pala bobo tong prinsipeng to eh. Kala ko kailangan ko pa i-spell sa kanya. Hinarap ko siya, "I'll be honest with you Jedrick your highness," nag bow pa ako to top off the maldita image, "I was not given a choice to back out from this engagement. So yes. Yes I don't like your presence- in fact, I hate it! Why? Because I can't even marry the one I love! I appreciate your family's kindness but I have no plans on marrying you. So please. If you want to make my life easier and want me to be happy then leave." Huminga ako ng malalim, "Leave this country. Leave my family. Leave. Me. Alone. And don't ever show up infront of me because just the mention of your name makes me want to vomit." Umiwas ako ng tingin kasi bigla ako nakaramdam ng guilt. Fck. Stop giving me that look as if you're innocent. As if you're hurt. "I know how you feel...... I felt that way not too long ago. When I first heard about this set up I was so angry that I wanted to run away." Tiningnan ko siya. Aba siya pa ang tatakbo. Kapal niya rin no! Ngumiti siya pero hindi na yung ngiti na lagi niyang pinapakita. Parang hindi na sincere yung ngiti niya, "But after seeing you. I decided to get to know you and maybe give you-- give us a chance" Shit. Nasusuka ako. "STOP." nandidiri ako "You just need to open your heart Nea and give me a chance. I'm not going to give up because I really like you. And if you like someone, you should stand your ground even if it's hard." pagkasabi niya nun nag walk out siya.

Paano kong sa sobrang kalasingan mo, dahil sa pag-iwan ng boyfriend mo sa'yo, napasok ka sa relasyon na wala kang kaalam-alam. Tapos ang karelasyon mo, parang seryoso talaga sa iyo. Kaso nga, naranasan mo na ang maloko, kaya ayaw mo ng pumasok pa sa isang relasyon. Kumbaga, isinarado mo na ang puso mo sa pag-ibig. Pero paano nga ba, kung sadyang makulit sa pagkatok si Gab? Bubuksan mo ba ang puso mo para magmahal uli, o pipigilan ang sarili sa pagmamahal para hindi na danasin ang nagyari? Paano kung bigla ka nalang babalikan ng pinakamamahal mong boyfriend, sino ang pipiliin mo?

A story about two individuals who fell in love with each other when they first met due to a simple accident. However they did not reveal their true feelings due to some reasons.. Will they succeed and have a happy ending?

I felt him sit down on the chair next to my bed. He intertwined his fingers with mine. His hands are warm. Ayoko tanggalin niya ang pagkahawak sa kamay ko. I feel safe when he is around. I badly want to open my eyes, gusto ko hawakan ang mukha niya at tingnan siya sa mga mata. I want to tell him I'm alright. That everything is fine. "I've always wanted to do this. Pag naglalakad ka sa tabi ko, I've always wanted to hold your hand like this. While you're walking beautifully by my side, I want everyone to know that they can't even touch a single strand of hair on your head because I'm going to protect you" he says. He adds, "And you know what's unfair? That all these time you were the one I've been searching for. I wasted so much time looking for someone who was right beside me all along. If I only knew! If I fcking knew, right when I met you on your first day on campus, we would've been together longer." So my intuition was right. He did know something about myself. Something I don't even know. What he said next made the tears I have been trying to control fall, "I hate to say this but I don't know when I'll see you again. I've been blocked from seeing you--all of us actually that care for you, we can't be near you any longer. But like I said, I made a promise and I always keep my promises. You know that, right? Since we were kids, I always kept them" Nagulat ako ng halikan niya ako. Na distract ako sa mainit niyang mga labi ng may basang tumulo sa mukha ko. Mga luha niya. He found me. Now it's time that I find him. After I find the truth about who I really am.

GAGAWIN MO BA LAHAT PARA MAPALAPIT SA MAHAL MO?? PANO KUNG KAILANGAN MO MAG PANGGAP NA ISANG BAKLA??