"I'm a Victoria Secret model I'm bound to have secrets" All Rights Reserved @Harryfuls

"I have to do a documentary of someone I love but am not related to for filmmaking and I'm doing it on you." "Okay I'll do it, on one condition." || Who knew that a school project could create one hell of a ride. || highest ranking: #508 in fanfiction, #30 in 5sos, #13 in ashtonirwin, #3 in ashton, #1 in irwin

| Youngblood (noun) | A person who lives freely with constant adrenaline pumping through their veins to disguise the pain hiding behind their eyes -- Anastasia Hemmings has always lived in the shadows, covering her pain in fake smiles, false confidence, and drowning her sorrows in alcohol. Ashton Irwin lived in the limelight, masking his misery in hat tricks, shit-eating grins, and partying til he can't see straight. A girl who doesn't believe in love because everyone who has ever loved her hurts her, and a boy afraid to love because all he does is hurt the ones he loves- a recipe for disaster; a twisted fairytale he orchestrated. -- In which they shift from "I'm going to make your life a living hell if you stay on this team." "You've been doing that since the day I met you." to "I hate how much I love you." "The whole world could be collapsing around me and I'd only care that you're okay." ---- "I had someone tell me once that living like a youngblood hurts too, and I didn't believe them until you broke me." -- 06/02/21- #3 in #5secondsofsummer 10/25/21- #1 in #ashtonirwin 12/23/21- #1 in #irwin

"I don't think I can handle losing someone else," "You're not going to lose us, especially me," "I don't know that though,"

in·ure /əˈn(y)o͝or/ accustom (someone) to something, especially something unpleasant. "every moment spent, i wish i was with you and every night i slept, i dreamt i was with you no matter where you go, you know i'd wait for you i would break and bend, if you wanted me to so you go your way and i'll go mine and if we're meant to, i'll meet you there we can't speed up the hands of time but if we're meant to i'll meet you there" in which he chose to leave her; despite his heart forever beating for her alone. *takes place in 2018*

"How could you ever love someone who causes you so much pain?" This is the continuation of "The Chase"

"beyond all ideas of right & wrong, there is a field. i will be meeting you there." [ last book of mitm series ].

"Welcome to the chase. Might as well just call it Hell." cover by @Iucifer

"You can call me daddy." "You cannot be fucking serious." __________ "This is a weird part of the internet, I don't like this place." - Michael Clifford, 2020.

[completed - to be edited] ❝Life is full of decisions. But when love gets in the way, things get complicated.❞ One love; one dream; one disappearance; one big decision; one engagement; one return; and a whole lot of complications. All Rights Reserved. Copyright © 2014 tracie leigh // @malumpls [WINNER OF THE 5SOS WATTY AWARDS IN 3 CATEGORIES]