read the fanfic first dumbass

"Nobody really knows me. Nobody bothers to check if I'm okay or not. As soon as people start to care about me, I put on my mask. I'm safe behind my mask. My mask keeps the people who pretend to care away. And the people who are trying to hurt me. The problem is, that my mask lets demons into my life. My mask is the key to happiness yet it's also a key to depression. Do you understand why I don't want to take it off?"