A compilation of my messed up thoughts inside this chaotic mind. Ranking so far: #2 Spoken (highest ranking of this. am so happy lol) #8 Spoken #8 Midnighthoughts #20 Taglish #20 Disgust

Lauren Jauregui is a lot of things. She's caring, she's intelligent and she's beautiful. But Camila Cabello doesn't notice those things when she and Lauren first come into contact. Camila notices her nervous ticks, and how she refuses to look at her, and how she never furthers conversation. At first, Camila takes that the wrong way, and deciding that Lauren is nothing more than a rude girl who happens to have the same friends as her, eventually stops trying to make friends. It isn't long before Camila realises she's been wrong the whole time. (This work may not be posted/copied/reproduced/translated without explicit permission from the author.)

She was the sunshine who brought brightness in my dark path and warmth in my cold and void world. She was the one who brought me back to the path when I lost myself in nothingness. She was the missing puzzle piece I need to complete my life. And I lost her. I lost the one I love. I lost the love of my life. I'm such an idiot. I let her slipped through my fingertips. I let her feel what's like to live without me. I let her got away. I would do whatever it takes just to have her back in my life, to her back in my arms where she fits perfectly. But I know what I want is impossible for I lost her. Forever.