Exactly what the title says. 💙❤️💜 May have slow updates from time to time! 💜 Mostly fluff with angst from time to time 💜🐻

Each day it's like an overdose with you in my eyes, my heart won't stop beating for you it's like you're an addictive drug that I can't keep away from. I try and try to tell myself that it's not what it is. I need some times alone and stop myself from loving you so much but how can I stop? A placebo is a unharmful deceiving pill that helps us think what we want and believe what we want and it's exactly what I want and what I need, "Deceive me this one time is all I'm asking for." It's all up in my mind. I don't love her but my heart says so otherwise. I let myself be deceive not knowing that it'd already happened. It's no placebo effect, it's reality. A short story of a young boy who fell in love for the first time and doesn't know what those feelings are called. He thinks he's going crazy. Love is a powerful word and it's a scary pain. Once you're in you can't get out. He loves a girl who he thinks doesn't know that he exist. Everyday he watches her smile from a far and inside he was screaming. He tells himself that he don't love her. He says that she's only a passerby and he tells himself that she's just a friend. He was wanting to deceive himself from thinking what he knows inside. He wants to stay away from this so called love but the more he tries the more he gets drawn into her charms. "I'm doing fine, just trust me, believe it or not." He said knowing that he was deceiving himself. He's not fine, the heart want what it wants and you can't stop it. ©loading_not_today 2018 Disclaimer: All characters do not belong to me. This plot is mine though so please be cooperative about the story as it is mine who write this. If you, by some point or, somehow found some same ideas and plot from somewhere else then just letting you know that it was made by coincidence. I work hard on my books so please DO NOT COPY OR PLAGIARIZE! Thank you, I hope you guys enjoy my book!

[Reader x Hyunjin] ❝ I can't go back to heaven. ❞ ❝ Why? ❞ ❝ Because I love you. ❞ Y/N life is filled with fear, tragedy and heartbreaks. She still has that smile on her face, but deep inside, she's in pain. She prayed to God that someone would guide her, like a friend or a guardian. Then God sent her this... =•=•=•=•=•=•=•=•= Written by Cyupid May 4, 2018

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You run an Instagram account where you post pictures of carefree nights and having fun, to the point where you became famous for them. It was a regular day for you to post and as you do, someone messages you telling you to hit the books.

watch what you say about your favorites, you never know if they are acting like someone else online. lowercase intended | ©liquorss { BEST RANKING ; #2 IN STRAYKIDS 03192019 }

"Felix, I love you more than I love myself." In which Y/N and Felix have an instant connection and Felix creates a whirlwind of flames for Y/N's life.

#1 in Stray Kids series ❝Omg Stray Kids debuted last ni-❞ ❝OH MY- I'm so sorry❞ i looked up and my eyes widened. ❝F-Felix?❞ _______ In honour of Stray Kids' debut! Please don't steal any chapters or ideas in this story with out owner's(me) permission. Most/all of the images in the book do not belong to me(obviously google and stray kids and stuff like that) credits to owners. Start: March 26th, 2018 End: September 17th 2018

~ "So that is what you think of me? That I'm a heartless fuckboy without feelings?" ~ But who is the real one without feelings?