His tears finally fell from his chin. "JUST LET ME SPEAK!" His voice cracked, "Please..." He sounded pitiful.

"Karamatsu, I'm afraid." she whispered.

Just a quick rant/vent thing I didn't really try too hard on. It's also a small "Happy Birthday" to my favourite Matsuno. I love the others, too of course. But I'm insanely busy today. You could see it as blmatsu if you want, but It really isn't at all. Trigger Warnings for: Suicidal mentions, Self Harm mentions, Self hate, General angst, Mild bullying(?), and possible graphic scenes. It's really short though. Hopefully if I feel like it, some fluff will be in it. It's rushed though, and just an excuse to vent. Sorry.

UGH. FUCK. I'M SORRY. I REALLY JUST WANTED TO WRITE SOMETHING ANGSTY WITH KARA CAUSE HE IS MY BABY AND FUUUUUUUUUUCCCCCKKK. (fyi, there's some triggering stuff in here so please be careful.)

pain·ful ˈpānfəl/ adjective adjective: painful (of part of the body) affected with pain ~ ✿ Based Off The Song: Hurting For A Hurtful Pain by EZFG ft VY1v3 and VY2 ✿ Ⓣrigger Ⓦarning

this is my first story that I have ever made so if there is an error in the grammar or spelling then sorry because English is not my first language. Do beware that this fanfic is angsty and involves suicidal so if you're not into that kind of thing or if you are easily triggered, I recommend to not read this. Thank you

(I actually posted this story in early 2017 and only just now noticed an UNFORGIVABLE grammatical error so that's why it says it was published in 2019. I'm working on adding a sort of epilogue to this story though, so expect more soon!)

this is a story about Karamatsu.. He is the 2nd eldest and he has 1 older brother and 4 younger brothers. They have been treating karamatsu the way they SHOULDNT have. And this is the journey of karamatsu's pain began aching more and more. {SUUUUPP!!! This book contains: self harm:suicide:largelanguage i will suggest if you do not like that kind of book click off this book NOW! But if your not sensitive and likes these kinds of books then ENJOY!} This is very old haha, I have improved. I suggest not to read this but feel free to do so.

A rock star may not have to be musically inclined like the ones on TV, but they are usually people you look up to. Karamatsu wants to be one, for the sake of his precious brothers. What do you call this, a Song Fic? I guess it is one since it's based on the song Q. (@kawaiikat7's dark side of this profile *cue prerecorded evil laughter*)