WARNINGS ON BOTTOM! You were there from the beginning. He was incapable, afraid yet fearless, resolute, absolute. You saw what was before Kylo Ren, and you resonate in every moment after. You were born to be a Jedi, and you fought along side Ben Solo before the darkness. The courses of being young and in love didn't stop him from taking a path you feared. You wanted to help him, to save him. But will he be your enemy, or will you turn too? ~ Very sexual and graphic, cussing, force choke, death, physical altercations, demeaning sexual references. Chapter 1: sexual content, cussing, forced foreplay Chapter 2: cussing, sexual content Chapter 3: sexual tension, cussing Chapter 4: graphic sexual content, cussing, demeaning sexual references. Chapter 5: cussing, physical altercations, demeaning language. Chapter 6: cussing, alcohol content, physical altercation Chapter 7: cussing, arguing Chapter 8: graphic sexual content, cussing Chapter 9: cussing Chapter 10: cussing Chapter 11: cussing, violence Chapter 12: mature content, controversial situation, cussing Chapter 13: cussing, described nudity, harsh violence, forced sexual content Chapter 14: mature content, describing death

I worte this crap when I was like 14. I was and still am pretty fucked up in the head for publishing and even just writing some of these "stories". TW; death/suicide/language/murder/blood/gore/smoking/selfharm/assault/SA/etc. (I won't be adding to this collection of writing anymore. But I won't be deleting it either. I'd like to strongly encourage anyone who's dealing with similar situations IRL to seek help or find someone or something to anchor you and get you through. shit isn't always bad but we never really catch a break. Survive, loves.)