If you had the choice to have all the knowledge you could ever possibly want or to be able to love who you want and do what you want, what would you choose?

❝i am not yours!❞ ❝we'll see,❞ Ashton Irwin is a boy that likes to wear a little pink. He works at a restaurant while going to school. He doesn't like Luke Hemmings. Little does anyone know that he's secretly gay. Luke Hemmings is a boy that is in the school's hockey team; Sydney Badgers. Everyone loves him and he has a lot of friends. He's openly gay and people love him for that. Ashton Irwin takes up his mind, and wants Ashton to be his. closet!ashton open!luke hockeyplayer!luke WARNING: Verbal and Physical Abuse [Started: 8/7/16 Ended: 7/2/17] © 2016 all rights goes to aestheticlashton_ book cover by -lukeass ✩ reached 4k likes 6/13/17 ✩ reached 2k comments 6/26/17 ✩ reached 5k likes 1/30/18 ✩ reached 6k likes 5/15/18 ✩ reached 3k comments 5/15/18

*Triggering* Ashton Irwin. The drummer for the band 5 Seconds of Summer. He is a closeted gay and plans to keep it that way. He has a crush on his best friend and fellow band mate Luke Hemmings. But Luke Hemmings is straight and has a beautiful girlfriend. Also nobody knows that Ashton hates himself and wants to die. He's slowly killing himself by self harm and anorexia. He's slowly wasting away and nobody notices. Will anybody be able to fix the broken boy before it's too late? *this story will be Ashton's POV unless I say so*

In which bad boy Luke doesn't have a care in the world for anyone or anything But when he stumbles across a certain broken Ashton Irwin, he makes it his duty to fix him again Will feelings be caught in the process?

What happens when one boy shatters everything you thought you knew about yourself? "I don't like boys. But I like you. Does that make sense?" "No." "Good."

Ashton is only 18, yet seems to have many problems. Depression and insecurities being one, and his agressive, over protective boyfriend being another. Maybe Daniel, Ashton's long time boyfriend, isn't the best and maybe he's the cause of Ashton's problems. But what happens when Ashton bumps into a cute blonde boy one day that automatically finds out about Ashton's terrible relationship and wants to help out in the worst way possible, even if he has problems of his own? Will Luke be able to save Ashton before things get worst? Or will he doom his own life trying to help him? Then again, life isn't really fair. (Inspired by the song "Save You" by Simple Plan) - WARNING: triggering and drug involvement. (Side of Malum) - Started: 06/10/16 Ended: 09/04/17 - ** THIS STORY ISN'T FULLY EDITED. UNDERGOING MAJOR EDITING AT THE MOMENT**

Ashton Irwin has finally finished high school and to celebrate his Friend Jack is inviting all his friends to stay in his dad's beach house all summer. Ashton can't wait to relax but when he meets the Hemmings twins relaxing isn't in the cards. Luke And his brother Jake Hemmings are pretty similar but also very different. Luke is quieter but also more mysterious. Jake is loud and a huge flirt. Physically they're almost impossible to tell apart. When they meet Ashton Irwin, Jake immediately takes a liking to the hot guy but Ashton can't be bothered. Jake sees it as a challenge. When Luke and Ashton get stuck rooming together Ashton finds himself drawn to the quiet brother but Luke wants nothing to do with him. Will Jake win over Ashton or will Ashton win over Luke? -LASHTON -JASHTON

"Calum, he's just so...radiant" "No shit Luke, you stare at him like he's the freaking sun" *** The one where Ashton's just so radiant, and Luke can't help but fall for him, but Ashton has secrets and Luke has a girlfriend. #22- Lashton

My eyes widen. "M'not gay Lucas." I mumble. "Right. Says the one who was making out with a guy on his bedroom floor." I hear him smirk. "Screw you." I say and he chuckles. --------------- Where Ashton tries (but fails mostly) to ignore the voice in his head.