Dahlia is just coming to terms with her sexuality when Billie, the girl who stares too much and keeps popping up everywhere, comes to her school. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ {WARNING: This story contains foul language, mentions of sex, violence, mentions of abuse, mentions of sexual assault, molestation, and rape, and mentions of suicidal thoughts. There are trigger warnings at the beginning of chapters that mention these things!}

Senior year, the very last year of high school. Dahlia is determined to make it her best year yet! Nothing but positivity, good memories, and lots of fun! ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀ Doesn't sound realistic but we'll see.

The way the lights shined down on her skin. She glowed. The way she twirled her lollipop around her glossy lips. It made me crazy. The way she slouched back into the couch while sitting man-spread, her eyes suddenly matched with mine. I looked away realizing I was staring. Shit. I could feel her grin at me. she moved the lollipop from her lips to just hanging barely between her fingers as her arm sat up on her knee. What was going through her head? That's all I wanted to know. - achieved #1 under #billie 1/28/2020 - achieved #1 under #billieeilish 2/1/20 - achieved #1 under #eilish 9/2/20 (the beginning of this book was written in 2019 and was my first published book so it's kinda- strange.... but i promise you should keep reading!)

Sada Anthony, is a young black girl from LA with a group friends and a loving mother. After the loss of her father and major heartbreak of her teen years, the last thing she was looking for was love. Especially if it happened to be with a straight girl. She didn't have much luck with the straight girls at her highschool, being that all they'd wanted was the opportunity to be "with a girl". Many people took advantage of her and used her sexual liberation as a way to get close to her. She was through with straight girls. Until she met one, who happens to come into her life and cause a whirlwind.