"Fuck. This pain. It's unimaginable, unbearable... unfathomable. I put my hands on my stomach and curled up into a ball, the tears began to well up in my eyes. This pain is physical, mental, emotional... I'm suffering completely and I have never been more hurt. God dammit I can't handle this." A story losely based on true events. </3 General Trigger/Content warnings are as follows: - Toxic relationships - Cheating - SH and talk of SH - Mentions of ED behaviors - Misc4rriage - Mentions of r4pe - Underage characters (Under 18) - V4ping - W33d - Panic attacks - Trip experiences