You're one-of-a-kind. You don't feel, you don't know what it's like to have emotions. You've barely felt loved even when you're with the best of your friends. The world's getting boring, you don't feel anything in particular and there's no excitement in your life. It's okay though, right? Everyone has their flaws, this is yours. You've got to live with it. Honestly, you enjoy being dull, quiet. Nobody bothers you, it's like you don't exist. The only people you could possibly need in life are your friends. Nothing can solve your little problem... right? This is inspired by the fanfic 'ALEXITHYMIA: MINECRAFT YOUTUBERS X READER X DREAM SMP' by -thewildcard on Wattpad. I loved their book, but unfortunately, it hasn't been updated for a while :( ✛ Apathetic: A case where someone does not or has a lack of emotions. (You don't feel love, guilt, concern, enthusiasm, etc.) !Cuss words, mention of abuse, self-hate, blood, some violence, and no smut (at least for now) Constructive criticism welcome

This is a dreamwastaken fanfic first person! This will include sensitive topics! [fluff & smut] Relationships are hard for Sadie, especially when she become dependent on them. Maybe a nice guy from the grocery store, that happens to be pretty popular can turn her luck around. Unless of course, she's the problem. This is not a representation of a healthy lifestyle, and I do not encourage this behavior. If any content creator broadcasted in this story wishes for it to be removed, please contact me, and my work will be deleted immediately. Please enjoy !!