"Can I give you a hug?" Is it possible to want and not want something at the same time? "Please?" he insists and I nod. He approaches me and my breathing becomes irregular, our bodies are too close. He doesn't hug me. Instead, his hands touch mine, brushing my skin. My fingers caress his. His head comes closer to me and rubs his nose gently on my neck, making me shiver. I hear him inhale, and I close my eyes. I can feel his warm breath on my skin and I'm already on fire. "You realize that I've never wanted anything so much in my life." I feel his lips brush my neck and go up to my ear. I sigh. "Peter ..." I manage to say. "Don't do that. Don't moan my name like that or I won't be able to pull away," he whispers in my ear and then he gently bites it. My hands squeeze his. *** Kelly, a female player, has to resist a boy for the first time in her life in order to stop getting into trouble like she always did. But he's so hard to resist. This is a story of a messed up girl looking for a normal life. For that, she headed for an exchange program in the Netherlands hoping to bury her past, have fun and better herself. But her plans are interrupted when she finds herself falling in love with someone she shouldn't. *** Warning: This is an erotic love story that contains mature content, explicit sexual descriptions, people using drugs and references to mental illnesses. Do not proceed if you are 18- or sensitive to these subjects.

Nasieku, a Kenyan painter, sealed her fate when she fell in love with an American mafia: dark secrets, deep betrayals, ugly dilemmas, self-harm, murder and suicides are among the wages of their love. Is love really worth it after all? Warning: Self-harm scenes, smut content, strong language. Cover by @GirlWithSparkleEye