Post 19x18. Based on 19x19 promo and pics. They had always been able to talk about anything. But moments like this weren't exactly a classic in Meredith Grey's life and deeds. So she told herself it was permissible to panic a little. She ran her hands down her sides repositioning her dress and felt her ears burning as she stood in front of Nick's hotel room door. She still had no idea what she was going to say to him when she finally knocked.

Some fixing of Season 19 Episode 1 because I really can't wait for them to get back together. I need Mernick cuteness. So, although the episode was pretty okay, better than I expected, here is some alternative ending =) Hope you like it.

One shot about the end of 19x05 and what the Grey's writers will probably never give us.

MerNick AU story. Meredith and Izzie goes with Cristina on her honeymoon trip after the wedding that didn't happen in the season 3 finale. Meredith runs into Nick while on Hawaii, nursing an ended relationship in best Meredith Grey style, which means drinking and all bets are off.

Mernick story - AU 18x15 Meredith is overwhelmed by her feelings and is starting to show signs of a burnout. Enjoy the story, leave a vote if you like it! Top rankings: #3 - #meredithgrey (2.5k) #1 - #bournout (174) #1 - #mernick (43) #1 - #nickmarsh (39) #117 - #hurt (69k)

Thid story is based on episode 18x20 and focuses on Meredith, and how she deals with everything she had to go through in the season finale.

What do you do when it's nearly Christmas and you are lonely and miserable? Easy, you do a home exchange with someone who lives on the other side of the country! But what if leaving everything that's familiar behind isn't enough? Maybe what Amelia really needs is someone who will guide her as she deals with her demons and someone else who will show her that love doesn't necessarily feel like falling... Sometimes it can also feel like a slow, soft sleigh slide. As for Nick, sliding or falling, he just needs to let himself love. He's always believed that love is not for him and never looked for anything more than a casual one-night stand, but we all know how these things work: when you least expect it, the right person shows up drunkenly knocking at your door in the middle of the night... A Mernick + Kaimelia remake of the romcom movie The Holiday. It takes place somewhere between season 17 and season 18. The only slight plot divergence is that Meredith and Nick have never met before and of course things are going to develop a little differently from this point on.

Meredith and Nick having a steamy moment in his cabin the day after Thanksgiving

Hope is the thing with feathers "It's been a very difficult six months". That's what Meredith tells Nick when she sees him for the first time after their breakup. Just how difficult the past six months have been Nick doesn't know yet. He doesn't know that, behind the strong mask that she wears during the day to fulfill her duties as the new chief of surgery, Meredith is hiding something, the memories of something painful that she's had to go through all alone while he was away, something that concerns him too but she just can't find a way to tell him. A secret that's eating her from the inside, piece by piece... ...pieces that he's ready to start picking up with her if only she'd let him. If only she'd find a way to let herself hope again. Trigger warnings: description of abortion, depression, panic attacks, anxiety (attacks), break downs, possible hints of psycosis, hallucinations, violent flashbacks, lack of selfworth and tunnel vision in depression.

Meredith and Nick spends New Year's eve in his cabin alone.