"now it's three in the morning and i'm trying to change your mind, left you multiple missed calls and to my message you reply; 'why'd you only call me when you're high?'" » completed » songfic

oikawa's in a toxic relationship. iwaizumi, his teacher, will do anything to help him. anything. » completed » rewriting: poison ivy guys this book contains very toxic relationships and tbh i wanna delete it but :/ so pls just read it if ur 18+/know what is healthy and what is not in remationships and keep in mind that when i was 15 i didnt know what was ok and not and im sorry lol.

There's a void Oikawa Tooru needs to fill. It is slowly consuming him, slowly taking away his humanity, until he will be nothing but skin and dust no more. He tries to fill this black hole with girls, drugs, and sex, but nothing seems to work. It just leaves him with a sugarcoated knife aimed at his throat. . That is, until he gets high at a college party and spills his guts to his best friend, Iwaizumi Hajime. /// !I DO NOT OWN HAIKYUU! Only the plot + cover + some random, insignificant characters

oikawa tooru isn't the best. but he wants to be. he wants to be untouchable. he wants to be the epitome of perfection. he wants to be golden. and he figures, if he can convince himself he IS the best, he will be. and so, he does. he builds upwards, his pride a tower of accomplishments. he builds and he builds and he builds. he builds until he's high on his own ego, towering above everyone else. but oikawa forgot to ask himself something vital. what do you do when you're so high up the only way to go is down? {iwaoi fic} warning: strong language