my dearest darling love,

who does she hate more? herself, or him? spencer reid x fem!oc [season 11/12] 2022|loneliestluvr all rights reserved. (rewritten version)

["The second his lips touched yours, the roar of bad memories and gruesome crime scenes that always filled the silence in your mind dulled down to a whisper. The darkness of the world faded into an afterthought, barely a blip in the back of your mind. The demons stopped clawing at your throat and settled down to hibernate for the night. For the first time in years, you felt like you could breathe. No amount of booze in the world could have compared to that feeling. You had found a new distraction, a new way to forget, and he was highly addictive."] * Following a particularly grueling case and an unexpected night together, the reader and Spencer Reid become friends-with-benefits: no expectations, no strings attached, nothing more than just using each other for sex. But as the reader and Spencer grow closer despite their best efforts, ghosts from the reader's past begin overtaking her present, threatening the delicate thing between them. And though their arrangement is just meant to distract them both from the horrors of their day-to-day lives, the reader comes to find that some horrors just refuse to be ignored. Some ghosts just refuse to stay dead. _ Beautiful cover by Cynthia (or clarade on ao3)!!

When on their way California to catch a serial killer who is on the verge of a psychotic break, The team is left stranded in the middle of an uninhabited island with no idea where they are after the jet crashes. With their limited knowledge and resources, will they be able to survive? Will a certain someone finally admit their feelings for you? Read to find out. UNDER INTENSE EDITING

"𝘍𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳'𝘴 𝘱𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘷𝘪𝘦𝘸, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘧𝘭𝘰𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘢 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘣𝘰𝘰𝘬. 𝘠𝘰𝘶'𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘳 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘣𝘺, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘭𝘰𝘰𝘬 𝘴𝘮𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘪𝘯 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘓𝘪𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘭𝘯 𝘔𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘢𝘭, 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘬𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘢 𝘱𝘢𝘭𝘦 𝘱𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘭𝘦, 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘶𝘯 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘻𝘰𝘯. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘰𝘯 𝘨𝘦𝘵𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘢𝘳𝘬."