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Ethan glared at the package of chips halfheartedly, desperately trying to keep his hands from reaching out and tearing the bag open as though his life depended on not eating the cheesy snack. He wanted them (god did he want them), but he knew he couldn't live with the repercussions. It was mildly concerning, a small part of him thought, considering he had never thought about the "repercussions " of food before. - - - - - Ethan's attitude towards his body lately has been pretty worrisome, so I decided to write a fic where that was taken to the extreme.

THIS STORY HAS TRIGGERING MATTERS Im not good at descriptions Ethan is a transgender (ftm) student at his new school Mark is a regular student but secretly has depression DISCLAIMER: I am not Trans nor do I have depression but I do know the feeling of misgendering and binding

Mark has noticed that Ethan is acting off as of lately. Ethan is trying his best to put on an act for the others. The truth is Ethan has depression. He doesn't want the others to find out about it because he thinks that they will kick him out or pity him and he doesn't want them to do that to him because he can't go back to his dad's place because he abuses him. This story has been edited and I did rewrite this book because some of the stuff in here doesn't make sense. You can find this rewriten book on my account. Story started: 1-16-17 Story ended: 5-30-17